Sunshine (:

Happy New Year.

2012-01-04T16:10:00.000+08:00

Just got back from Ipoh for Agong Cup about 12 hours ago .
Couldn't sleep at all bila I sampai rumah .
Oh lorddd ...

Anyway , got 5th place this time .
Here pain there pain . Ya Allah . Idk wtf is wrong with my knee -.-
Oh well , at least it was KINDA fun :)
& I got my S-Elevens $$$ . HEHE

Omg , Lim Chong just called me ,
he said PetalingPerdana MSSD starts next Wednesday ?
Better ask my little kittens to ask teacher ASAP .
Haven't prepare a single thing yet . ZzZ

Back to reality sudah ...
Work starts next Monday . Urghhh
Why so late ? I actually took extra off days ,
so that I could spend time with you right after I come back
But I guess it doesn't matter at all right now )':

I ruined this & I'll have to bare with the consequences myself .
Losing you , feels like I've lost everything .
Don't wanna go anywhere , lost my appetite ,
Don't feel like talking to anyone ,
Don't wanna wake up in the morning
But I can't sleep at night either .
I need to suppress all the feelings I have inside
I need to control myself everyday not to contact you .
All I can do when I miss you is stalk you or watch that video you made for me .
Car , shirt , pants , basketball , phone , wallet , everything has got you in it .
Seriously , I don't know how to be happy anymore right now .

...

Open .

2011-12-04T02:59:00.001+08:00

What hurts ?
Wanting & waiting .
Wanting you so much , and so badly .
Waiting for you and consistently not having .

Sometimes , the hardest part about walking away from someone is
that no matter how slow you go , that someone will never run after you .

Hujan .

2011-11-01T22:34:00.000+08:00

Lagu ni DOPE giler :)
Damn , Bruno Mars is shooo sweet .

If you ever leave me baby,
Leave some morphine at my door
‘Cause it would take a whole lot of medication
To realize what we used to have,
We don’t have it anymore.

There’s no religion that could save me
No matter how long my knees are on the floor
So keep in mind all the sacrifices I’m makin’
Will keep you by my side
Will keep you from walkin’ out the door.

[Chorus]
Cause there’ll be no sunlight
If I lose you, baby
There’ll be no clear skies
If I lose you, baby
Just like the clouds
My eyes will do the same, if you walk away
Everyday it will rain, rain, rain...

I’ll never be your mother’s favorite
Your daddy can’t even look me in the eye
Oooh if I was in their shoes, I’d be doing the same thing
Sayin there goes my little girl
Walkin’ with that troublesome guy

But they’re just afraid of something they can’t understand
Oooh well little darlin’ watch me change their minds
Yeah for you I’ll try I’ll try I’ll try I’ll try
I’ll pick up these broken pieces ’til I’m bleeding
If that’ll make you mine

[Chorus]
Cause there’ll be no sunlight
If I lose you, baby
There’ll be no clear skies
If I lose you, baby
Just like the clouds
My eyes will do the same if you walk away
Everyday it will rain, rain, rain...

[Bridge]
Don’t just say, goodbye
Don’t just say, goodbye
I’ll pick up these broken pieces ’til I’m bleeding
If that’ll make it right

[Chorus]
Cause there’ll be no sunlight
If I lose you, baby
There’ll be no clear skies
If I lose you, baby
Just like the clouds
My eyes will do the same if you walk away
Everyday it will rain, rain, rain...

HELLO UGLY PEOPLE .
I am here to update the useless blog again .
I guess I lost the blogging mojo this year
as you can see I hardly even update anymore
Well , tiap-tiap hari hujan nowadays lorh .
Oh tuhan , why so emooooo laar ? D:
So , today's the first day of November .
8 more weeks til 2012 , & I'll be 21 years old .
Like wow , seriously ? There goes my childhood & teenage life .

I guess I'll be doing my degree in Marketing / Business & Marketing next year in Taylor's
if everything goes smoothly with my scholarship :))
Actually wanted to study in Segi this year , but I got conned ._.
I even paid RM 100 for " scholarship assessment " fees wor .
No news from them after that , called up to ask ,
they say what wanna schedule interview all .
Nonsense weih ! zzzZzzz Fed up of calling them to follow up alr .
Then I realize , who the heck pays money to apply for scholarship ?
Niama , I feel damn sohai now .
Suan lahh , kasi anggap charity to Segi lar .

Sultan Cup is coming up , then SUKSES , then Selangor Basketball League .
Won't be hoping much for Agong's Cup this year ,
all the Ah Jies sure play oneeee . Noobies like me ?
SUAN LIAO LAR , TEPI SIKIT , NOT UP TO STANDARD YET . LOL
But I'll still go for training I guess ?
Cause Selangor's 福利 very good wor nowadays ,
Esp when we're playing with AhJies , $$ banyak-banyak :DDD
See how lar :)

Started working back with my Dunhill company ,
but nowadays I'm calling Peter Stuyvesant consumers lorh .
Sick of numbers weih seriously . One day have to call about 200-300 people .
But aahhh , better than staying at home becoming a FaiChai not earning money right ?
:DDD Think positive abit lah pundek .

& my iPhone's been barred since last month ,
Not gonna pay my bills for the time being .
'Cause I can't seem to control myself weih ,
I just don't understand how the hell I call until at least RM 200 every month
I'm gonna go bankrupt if I cont paying like this weih seriously .
Dah lah I don't take money from my parents , surviving on my own alr .
One month RM 200 , 24 months contract , you do the math please
Where to find money ? Zzz Prepaid is the best weih , trust me D:
But I'll pay later lah I guess ? WHEN TAYLOR'S PAY ME MY COACHING FEES .
Kannasaii weih , got to wait until Dec t(-.-"t)
Urgh ...

Anyway , read this .
Some facts :)

Having sex can reduce a fever because of the sweat produced.

Sex is also a pain reliever, ten times more effective than Valium: immediately before orgasm, levels of the hormone oxytocin rise by five times, determining a huge release of endorphins. These chemicals calm pain, from a minor headache to arthritis or migraines, and with no secondary effects. Migraines also disappear because the pressure in the brain's blood vessels is lowered while we have sex. So now we see that actually, a woman's headache is rather a good reason for having sex, not against it.

Anatidaephobia is the fear that somewhere in the world, there is a duck watching you.

If you touch your tongue while yawning, it can stop the yawn.

Oysters can change genders back & forth.

Your earlobes are line up with your nipples.

Giraffes can't yawn.

Kermit the frog is left-handed.

Bounce

2011-10-16T23:45:00.001+08:00

The moon on Thursday night :))

其实我有很多话想说，

可是在这里说了又能怎样？

你都不会看到，

就算看到了，也改变不了什么

所以，就算了吧。

我们这次真的不再联络

虽然我真的很爱你，

可是我会尽快把你放下的。

不再对你有任何的期待或希望

因为我已经没有其它的选择了

希望你会好好地生活、好好地照顾自己！

不要再给那傻嗨动手打你了

我们能不能在辟此的生命里再出现？

这问题随缘吧，谁也不知道答案

只可以说 " 我们有缘再见吧 ... "

Boat .

2011-10-10T23:53:00.001+08:00

小矮人，

你知道吗，你有一种能力，能让我感觉到很像
我第一次谈恋爱的时候的那种期待、兴奋、开心、幸福
所以你叫我怎么样说放手就放手呢？
相信我，这句话我真的没有对别人说过 .

或许这叫缘分吧，你小学五年纪就从怡保转校来吧生
我认识了你、还要跟你同班两年，可是又不是跟你很熟。
隔了七年的去年，我们终于在小学聚会相见，
但讲不到几句你赶时间就走了。
今年，我们在一场朋友的PARTY再次相遇而再次联络
慢慢对彼此产生了感觉、心动了，发生关系 .
一直到现在那件事情发生后
我们根本不能有任何关系了，
我们也不能够光明正大地联络了
只能在FB偷偷地跟你联络 .

我每天都回担心你过得怎样、开不开心、好不好
平均每一天只要想起你就会哭好几次
就算我在外面表现得多么的开心、不在乎、无所谓都好
其实都是拼命在掩饰自己的痛苦、让自己忘记难过

我其实有想过，这样也好，快快趁机望掉你
可是我不能，因为你现在最需要的是我
在你身边的支持与鼓励。
你的比赛要到了，一定很多东西需要烦、很懊恼
我真的很希望我能够在你身边帮你减轻你的负担
陪你一起渡过这段日子 ...
就算你有了另外一半，可是我知道你需要的，
他都完全给不到你，反而他只会骂你、
还有他妈的甚至动手打你。
我真的不明白你为什么还要跟他这样下去。
这种人渣、社会垃圾了根本不配跟你在一起。
你说我傻都好，我现在是绝对不会离开你 .
I can't leave not knowing that you're okay .

我想念你那双又大粒又爱笑又爱看着我的眼睛
我想念你那双到哪里都爱牵着我的手
我想念你那张爱吻我的嘴巴
我想念你那双毛多多的脚
我想念你那爱抱着我的身体
我想念你那选布时，那很认真的样子
我想念你头发整个乱乱的样子
我想念你爽爽就叫我＂康俐莎！＂的方式
我想念你在我驾车时坐在我隔臂
我想念我们一起爱听的歌、爱看的戏、爱喝的水
我想念你每一天都跟我讲电话讲到凌晨
我想念你每次听到我在电话上说＂HALLOW！＂之后的笑声
我想念你每次都学我的PATTERN后反过来说我没有创意
我想念你每次不开心或很烦时，都会跟我诉苦、问我怎么办
我想念你每次懒惰时，都会吵着要见我
我想念你每次怕忘记自己的东西就叫我帮你记着
我想念你每次像吸毒一样闻我之后，一直说我香
我想念你每次被我欺负后，那无奈的样子
我想念你每次我迟到载你时，都会很唠叨地投诉我
我想念你每次都说很喜欢我傻嗨的PATTERN
我想念你每次跟我分开之前都会跟我说: " BSDN ! " - 不舍得你 ...
我想念你每个晚上睡觉之前都跟我说: " 晚安 " 的声音
我想念跟你谈电话或在一起时，那自由自在、超舒服的感觉
还有好多好多的想念，我真的写不完 ...

我们以后到底会怎样我不知道，
我只知道我不能就这样失去你的笑容 .

Tissue .

2011-10-03T04:08:00.004+08:00

我的心，刚刚才痊愈，现在又要再痛了

记得我跟你打过勾勾说：＂我一定会等你的＂吗？
记得我跟你打过勾勾说：＂我是属于你的＂吗？
还记得那一天，你叫我不可以不睬你、不可以离开你吗？
你记不记得，一切都已经不重要了 ...

一开始，我拼命地控制我自己，
不让我自己的感觉越来越深，
因为我想着这样如果今天真的来临，
我至少不会那么的伤心那么的痛 .
但很明显，我的计划失败了.

前天，我告诉你，我不知道我可以这么大方一直为你付出到几时，
给你慢慢的去决定要他还是要我 ...
我叫你自己好好地去想一想、做选择 .
今天，你跟他和他的家人出去。
晚上终于想清楚了，发了两三封很长的讯息给我
结论就是要告诉我：＂我们结束了＂
读了你的讯息，我的心像被几万把刀捅一直轮流捅
痛得快死掉了，立刻打点话给你 ...
你问我为什么还要打给你？
我说：＂因为我爽爽想打给你咯＂
可是你知道吗，睡觉之前听不到你的声音，
这种生活我还很不习惯 .
有好多好多的东西想告诉你，可是我一句心理话都没讲到
都跟你聊一些很无聊我根本都不想讲的话题 ...
因为我想讲的，我根本说不出口 .
挂了电话，我哭得连眼睛就快要掉出来了 .

我恨不得想告诉你，
我不想我们的关系有任何的变化、
不想你放弃我、
不想你离开我、
不想这样就失去你、
不想你跟他在回一起、
他能做到的，我很肯定我能做得比他更好、
我肯定会比他更爱你、更疼你、更珍惜你、
只想告诉你我其实有多么的爱你 ...

可是，我或他 ... 你选择了他。他说他不能没有你，你就觉得你不能就这样丢下他不管。
你说你很肯定我很快就会好起来，很快就会很开心 ...
那么我呢？如果我对你跟他说一模一样的话，你会怎样？

可是我没有，我一句话都没讲到就叫你去睡觉了
为什么？因为我不想你难过，也不想你难做。
既然你做了选择，我也不要为难你了。
我说过，如果你选择和他在回一起，我会退出。
我也说过，我要你开心，
我很不喜欢看到你伤心，
因为你一伤心就会摆出一张很苦到要命的苦瓜脸
冤枉 ... D:

你叫我找另一个会珍惜、会好好爱我的人
我不是碰不到更好的，而是因为已经有了你，
我不想再碰到更好的，我要的是你，你明白吗？
我以为我出现的时候刚好 , 你和他正说要分开

算了 ... 我想说的都大概是这一些罢了 .
总而言之，做好人往往只会伤害到自己 .
谢谢你让我这段日子那么的开心 .
我会好好的把这回忆珍藏起来 .
请放心，我们依然是朋友 ...
我爱你 :)

Last .

2011-09-05T00:57:00.001+08:00

Wanted to clear everything from my old laptop that day ,
went through my old pictures , songs etc .
Saw my MSN history ... You wrote this to me :

" Baby , I'm sorry that I have to study everyday , I'm sorry that I didn't spend much time with you . You know you will always be in my heart :) Thinking about you night and day ! Hee I'm thinking while typing this from the bottom of my heart . YOUU stupid :) Thanks for accompanying me all the time ... <3 I just don't get how you own my heart so fast . You're just in there all of a sudden without me knowing "
- June 22nd .

Decided to keep only this part & deleted the rest .
Thankiu for everything though ,
You made me really really happy for one & a half month .
Hahh , Memories :')

Lipss .

2011-08-18T23:35:00.001+08:00

Went fabric shopping the wholeee damnn day .
Learn a lot of new stuffs weih ((: Enjoyed myself .
Came home tido straightt , but woke up with a swollen red lips .

Drink more water aa people !

So , SeGi called me up again ,

I guess I'm gonna go apply for sports scholarship on Monday ?

And maybe start studying next month since there's an intake .
Local Uni ? Maybe not anymore ... Don't really feel like waiting for it .

Well , I'm not very sure yet .
But like my mum say ,
" How long you wanna drag ? "
" You'll never start studying if you keep dragging & waiting like this . "
" Faster get your degree & get a stable job . "

Yes , I knowww . I'm 20 already ,

not much time left to wasteee .
& my degree takes like 3 more years of my life !

Ahh , will see how it goes lar .

Need to get the SUKMA cert from WeaHong ASAP .

Bounce

Songg

2011-08-10T13:32:00.001+08:00

暗示- 方炯鑌 / 弦子

聽見星星嘆息　用寂寞的語氣

告訴不眠的雲

是否放棄日夜追尋風的動靜

心事不停累積　變成臉頰的淚滴

你始終沒留意　我特別在乎你

你卻像風一樣　左顧右盼而行

全世界只有你　不懂我愛你

我給的不只是　好朋友而已

每個欲言又止　淺淺笑容裡

難道你沒發現　我渴望訊息

我應該如何讓你　知道我愛你

連星星都知道　我心中秘密

今夜在你窗前下的一場雨

是我暗示　你我有多麼委屈

心事不停累積　變成臉頰的淚滴

你始終沒留意　我特別在乎你

你卻像風一樣　左顧右盼而行

全世界只有你　不懂我愛你

我給的不只是　好朋友而已

每個欲言又止　淺淺笑容裡

難道你沒發現　我渴望訊息

我應該如何讓你　知道我愛你

連星星都知道　我心中秘密

今夜在你窗前下的一場雨

是我暗示　你我有多麼委屈

我應該如何讓你　知道我愛你

連星星都知道　我心中秘密

今夜在你窗前下的一場雨

是我暗示　你我有多麼委屈

你還不懂　雨永遠不會停

Thumbii

2011-08-04T00:51:00.004+08:00

Happy Birthday SheaWen !

Your Virtual Birthday Cake
Nais mouuu ? B)
In case you're wondering ,
the black dots are chocolate chips hor
=9

Anyway , screw Under-18 okay ? No need emo .

At least now you can relax & enjoy Bali with your family .

Instead of being stressed out about trainings / performance during match .

Nyeehhhh . No funn D: You sudah play SUKMA , that's the important one !

Haha . So yeah , have a great day today kay ?

Will celebrate with you on Saturday .

Once again , Happy Birthday Furball !

Love youu :))

Bounce

New Blogggg .

2011-08-02T23:59:00.001+08:00

Yeap , opened myself a tumblr .

http://khenniee.tumblr.com/

Go check it out when you're free .
Tumblrrr izz shou farn ! :DD

Bounce

Pieces .

2011-07-24T15:57:00.001+08:00

You .
I remember every single sentence that you've said to me ,
That I'm different and the best you could ever have .
But do you really feel that way ?
Or is it just a temporary feeling when you're lonely .
You may think that I'm overreacting , but I'm not ,
I get these freezing cold shoulders from you ,
& the way you talk to me is as if I'm your enemy .
Your every word cuts me inside and leaves me worse .

Now waking up is hard to do ,
and sleeping is impossible too
Every single thing around me reminds me of you .
It's killing me inside knowing that you don't feel that way anymore .
Truth comes easy but it's hard to pull me from the ground.
Well I can't explain why it's not enough 'cause I gave it all to you .
Maybe you don't love me like I love you , baby .

You're not the person that you used to be ,
The one I want who wanted me .
You used to be there , but recently , not anymore .
You stopped listening the moment that I needed you the most .
" Keep it to yourself , why must you tell me ? I don't wanna know ! " you said .
How do you expect me to talk to you if you're talking to me like this ?
All I'm asking for , is for you to at least care a little bit about me .
That's all I swear , maybe I just can't accept the fact that you've changed , so fast .
You're treating me like a stranger , someone that you don't even remember .

I gave and gave the best of me ,
But couldn't give you what you need .
It may be over but it won’t stop there ,
I am here for you if you’d only care .
There's no way back and so what if there was ?
You'd still be you and I'd still need to say goodbye =/
But in the end of the day , please bear in mind that I'd still be loving you like I used to .

And I thought that you'd be different from the others .

Bounce

Dusty .

2011-07-16T18:20:00.001+08:00

Hello , Dead blog readers !

Meet Mr. Hippo from PilloPets

Sibeh nice to hug I tell you :DD

Have not been blogging lately ,

cause I'm kinda lazy & I have been busy

;))

So , Next week's my last week working with Dunhill as my contract ends on Friday

I'll be damn blooddy free after that , OMG .

But will be going Penang with Bonnie & IDK who else on 28-30th . lol

Sometimes I seriously beh tahan those sohai Peter Stuyvesant Chinese guy consumers ,

Not all lah but some of them damn fuckng paranoid one weih .

I mean you yourself filled in the stupid survey form with our Peter Stuyvesant promoters ,

then when we call you back , you scold us & ask us where we get your details . Sohaii =.=

If you don't want people to call you back to do survey

then don't lanjiao itchy itchy go kau lui then fill in forms lar .

Diuu .. t(-.-"t) Damn no maners & uneducated lor some of them .

Anyway , Government rejected my Uni enrollment application .

I guess the Uni that I requested were very high standards & near to my house ?

I mean I did not apply for Sabah Sarawak or Kedah or Johore all .

I'm gonna appeal again , IDC .

Well , if they reject again means I'll just have to go private Uni .

Which leads to these few questions again ...

Where and what to study ?

SeGi , Inti , Tarc , UTAR , Help , Mahsa ?

Taylors & Sunway is definitely out of the picture lar .

Money sucking sial .

Econs , Accounting , Finance , Banking , Sport Science ?

See , I like Econs more than Accounts ,

I mean I always score like B for my Econs & fail my Accounts in Form 6

But STPM result states that my Accounts is better than my Econs .

Wtf -.- Stupidd ... Parents confirm will push me for Accounting .

Finance & Banking is just another option lar . I'm a little bit interested .

Sports Science ... I'm interested too .

Haiyaaaaa , hou lan fan lar .

Hopefully when I re-appeal they would just give me whatever they want

then I'll just study that subject lar . I mean any of the above lar .

If they reject then I'll have to crack my brains zZz 讨厌 !

Had training yesterday night , OMG my passing was like shit weih .
Went Little Bally with Bon , Zen , Wen & Eu-Nise after that .
I have no idea how may bottles I drank but I was a little bit tipsy after that .
Stupid SheaWen & Zen never even finish 2 glasses ! Zzz Potong lor you all .
Haha .

Something to be happy about ,

Training later ! FTW :DD
Can sweat and lose weight again .

& Idk wth is happening btw us ?

好像在一起又好像没有在一起

I sibeh Luan Sui lor . Adooihh .

Bounce

Heart .

2011-06-02T02:10:00.000+08:00

Going to stay in UKM for a few days starting tomorrow due to SUKMA .
Then semi-finals we're gonna shift to either Olympic Hotel or stay in MABA .
First match is on Friday , 3pm against Malacca .
Then Saturday , 1.30pm against Sarawak .
And next Tuesday , 12pm against Perak .
Then next Wednesday would be semi-finals
& 3rd/4th placing and finals is on next Thursday
=)) Come support if you're free baa .

...

康俐莎，打好来啦喂 ...
后天就比赛了啦 !

问题？多的是。很想克服，但自己也不清楚到底在哪里

球队？一团散沙。根本就没有一条心

队友？一句鼓励的话都没有、沟通不到

心情？无奈。有心无力

打算？打好自己的球、做好自己的本份 ... 争气点

影印？脚，不敢切了。怕又再受伤

怎样？老头子说 " 不用怕、换打法、想办法、可以的 "

比赛？加油！练到他妈的狗酱。我才不想输叻 !

雪兰莪加油 PLEASE

好啦 ... 夜了、睡觉。

晚安 :)

Single ?

2011-05-24T01:38:00.003+08:00

This is why ...

Found an article that seriously says everything about what I'm going through right now .

越长大，越难和另一个人在一起。

不是因为条件。

还是有人喜欢你，你也活得比以前更好，

不再那么任性，更像在投资的艺术品。

也不是因为对爱情死心。
在KTV突然听到的某首歌，会让你不自禁模糊了视线。
一些场景，一些气息，始终无法忘怀。
朋友帮你介绍时，你也会满心期待。

却依然单身。闭上眼睛吹蜡烛的时候，总是希望身边有另一个人一起许愿。
一些客气的场合，有人来搭讪，话题围绕着你单身的原因。
而他们最后给出的结论是，你太挑了。
你在心里面笑，所以其他人都不挑？

其实你自己知道，为什么不能好好谈一场恋爱。
就是因为，你太清楚自己是怎样的一块料，所以不会再轻而易举把自己交出去。

就像是，有一天你发现跌倒以后的伤口，会开始留下疤痕，

于是走路时不敢再大步跨出去。

因为，你惯性太强、记性太好。认识一个人很简单，忘记一个人很困难。
你曾经心满意足的闭上眼睛，让另一个人带你去任何地方，
最后却差点回不来。所以不能再失去方向感。

于是你就变得胆小了。

以前打电话找不到人就拼命的打，现在发了短信没回应，即使心中有波动也可以忍住。
以前最有兴趣的话题是对方的过去，现在会先关心这份感情有没有未来。
所以，空暇的时候，你宁愿和朋友在烈日下逛街，也不愿让对方觉得自己很在乎什么。
你安慰自己，有朋友就够了，一个人生活也很好。

如果有一天当那个人出现时，你反而会开始慌张、害怕。

只是，你并不是一定要单身，就像你也没计划过一定用哪只手写字。
不过是，既然如此了那就这样吧。
你想要有人一起旅行，一起看电影。
你想和那个人说自己准备好了，只是没有勇气，
请对方多一点耐心。你想说不再需要太多惊喜，
在心里等的是一份相守以望的感情，抬起头来相视而笑，
安心的生活，如此而已。

Pepsi .

2011-05-22T16:04:00.000+08:00

Haaaa , Sprained my ankle again
Have to rest for at least a few days .
Gotta skipp trainingss then .
Since Sunday is the first day of the week .
Then SUKMA is next week DDD:
We are in the same group as Perak , Sarawak & Melaka .
Not feeling the ohm anymore because of pelbagai reasons .
Haiih . So nowww , I shall play it for the love of the game .

Have to start applying for my leaves tomorrow .
Brother got into an accident so now I have to pinjam him my car .
Which means I'm pretty much car-less next week .
Got to mafan my dad to fetch me everyday to work & back from work
Eeesh . I bang car , I no car use .
He bang car , I no car use also .
Siennn t(-.-"t)

Yesterday ...

with 没有媚毛的女孩 @ Chatime

along with Gary Lau , Luanne , YuenYin , Choo & Lien

:))

We all have that person that we can't get out of our heads

Bounce

Dust .

2011-05-20T00:26:00.003+08:00

Haaa . Dah satu bulan since I last updated .

I feel very much lifeless lately .
Most of the days I'm either having training or just sleeping .
SUKMA's around the corner , this year its gonna be in KL .
Staying in UKM , Bangi there cause its free for kontijen SUKMA .
Damn farrr =.= but got police escort us to MABA macam itu Sultan punya ;))

My 讨人厌 daily schedule ...
Monday : WakeUp - Work - Sleep
Tuesday : WakeUp - Work - Training - Sleep
Wednesday : WakeUp - Work - Training - Sleep
Thursday : WakeUp - Work - Sleep
Friday : WakeUp - Work - Training - Sleep
Saturday : WakeUp - Training - Sleep
Sunday : WakeUp - Training - Sleep

Don't even have time to PakToh lor ... LOL .
But its okay , 'cause I'm single :PP
Training is hell . RUN RUN RUN RUN RUN =.=
I hateeee skipping ropes ! Gosh
Have to blardeee jump few hundreds / thousands of them every week .

Oh and I seriously can't really imagine me going back to school
I mean University . LOL when it starts in September .
Hoping to get either UKM or UPM laa , nearer :))
Too used to my lifeless working life liao .
Am saving alot alot alot of money lately .
I only spend like what ... 10 or 20 bucks a week MAX !
Waiting for DiGi to come out with iPhone white then I'll sign plan with them :))
Or maybe I would chge my mind & buy a cheap phone instead .
Shall see , Idk why I damn mm seh dak spend so much money all of a sudden actually .
Ahhh , Sienn , see my mood ba ... Fan seii yann .

MSSS Petaling Perdana

The supposed to be Champion team ...

But shit happened & we got 3rd

=.=

You said move on ,

where do I go ?

Bounce

MSSD

2011-04-27T20:15:00.004+08:00

Champion :)

A Big FOUR years straight .

7 years straight into finals .

Aiming for the fifth one next year .

Need to train them up , seriously .

Hopefully I'll achieve it lah !

Year (1)

Year (2)

Year (3)

Year (4)

Did not lose my temper much .

Used another way to guide & talk to them .

I guess it works ?

Or you can call me a lucky bitch .

Lols :))

Unlike the past 3 years , we didn't look strong at all .

One of my main players , Anna Marie , quit playing ball .

'Cause she was too busy . I didn't scold her or whatsoever .

Its her choice anyway =))

Most of them lost confidence & felt insecure

thinking that they wouldn't be able to win anymore .

But what I had in them was faith , I know they can still win without Marie .

Had a very hard time trying to keep my player's semangat .

I didn't give up & kept pushing them hard every training .

Puchong (A) won their opponents by 10 over points every match

And they had 2 good players, ChiLing & YanGy .

I only have YuenYin , while our first and second's match performance wasn't very good .

Well , thank god ChiLing did not train up her teammates , if not I tell you .

It would have been a tougher match .

During our final game , my girls wanted to win badly , so they fought . HARD .

Puchong (A) started to give up during the fourth quarter .

Our defense was good & offense was about teamwork & fast break .

In the end , we won by 13 points .

Although it isn't much , I am satisfied with it & the way they played .

赢一分也是赢嘛 =)

Very proud of my under-15 too .

Though they got 3rd , I never expected them to reach so far .

Won back USJ13 this year , that they lost to last year .

They actually had a lot of steals but were unable to score

'Cause their dribbling , layup & passing skills weren't good .

We were down by 5-0 during the first & second quarter ,

after subbing Persia out & gave her a "talk"

She was like a beautiful butterfly after that .

LOLs . We won by 16-10 in the end.

I was sibehh happy !! :D

Kayy , that's all for noww

MSSS selection next week .

a bigger & new challenge for me .

Urghh , GuanYinMa tolongg PohhPii

Empty

Bounce

Nail .

2011-04-20T21:36:00.002+08:00

Power Failure yesterday night .

Was bathing 'til halfway then *POOFFF*

Semua gelap-gelap . Kanasaaaii .

Thank god I was cleaning myself with soap 'til half way only .

Slowly walked in total darkness , then mum gave me candles ...

Continued bathing ... Whole night tidur hot diee me lorh .

Urghh -.-

Anyywayy , Emm-Ass-Ass-Dee Petaling Perdana ...

I feel that its such a waste of time .

4 quarters but 5 mins each quarters only . WTF

Wastee timee kaohkaoh lat .

Oh well , so my SubangUtama kittens are in the semi's liao .

For Under-18 , they won Seksyen 4 today ,

So straight masuk semi-finals

Under-15 , they won USJ12 by 2 points on Monday ,

they played 6 quarters cause we tied & went into double overtime .

Menang 10-8 ... ZzZ

& USJ4 by 1 point today

Again , we tied & went into overtime . LOLs .

Menang 9-8 ... ZzZ

Worst than primary school kids lor .

Oh well , I never thought of winning USJ4 today ,

'Cause HTeeng brings her main players to SS3 every week to train .

Which benefits them 'cause they seriously improve edi .

but I guess I got lucky ...

Esp today . 2 of my main 5 players fouled out during over time

I almost lost hope cause we were losing by 1 point & 10 seconds left .

Suddenlyy , my tanker , Persia under basket pump in & made the shot .

& turned the wholeee game around (Y)

Teacher even came & huggg me . Walao . Damn touching momenttt lor ('=

Learned something from my players today ,

Never ever give up or lose hope 'til the very last second of the game .

:))

For Under-15 , its round robin , so no finals as long as I win 1 game ,

I'll get 3rd place . If lose all , 4th place lor .

For Under-18 , if win next match , 1 step closer towards final :)

Lose , 3rd / 4th then . Gosssh .

Hopefully everything goes well laaa ,

1 more year Champ please ! :D

Going court tomorrow , Under 15 playing against Seksyen 4
And also to choose players for MSSS

Standards are so low , I don't even know who to choose weih .

Damn stress .Have to sit at the court tomorrow & observe properly D;

And fuck some sohai who create stupid stories laa .

Brainwash teacher spread rumors .

Your main players don't like you then just give up lar .

Seii Oii Min keep sticking to the school

Create what stupid basketball camp all .

Toh-Kaoh-Long , just because they dowan pay RM60 you dowan choose them ?

Go school become painter & rub teacher's backside all

Pathetic lahh youu . Beh tahan .

Today kena sapu 18-0 ? Saaaadddnyaaa (Y)

Seriously , I don't understand you .

They are just players that want to play ball ,

Why wanna treat them like that ?

Don't want give them chance for MSSD sudah lah ...

I already push them for MSSS you wanna kacau pulak .

Denggg . You seriously damn no life =.=

Uhhh . I want to tapao you tomorrow , seriouslyyyy .

You better watch outt , Sei Ah Pek

t(-.-"t)

If you want to complain about losing

then think whether or not you worked hard enough to even deserve to win !

Bounce

Deng .

2011-04-13T22:37:00.000+08:00

Ahh , went all the way to Sri Petaling tadi ...

Tapi itu YongSeng Cina Singseh tak buka klinik hari ini .

Itu pintu dia sudah kasi lock =.=

I banyak angryy oo . I tau I call dulu larh .

Ingatkan mau bawa itu Neoh pergi cucuk sama dia punya ankle .

Tapi apa pun tarak sekrang . Kanasaii .

Lucky rumah saya sudah ada anjing ,

I balik rumah kasi main dengan dia .

Sekarang sudah happy , tarak angry lagi

;)

I banyak letihh oo .

Almost setaip hari kena pergi Subang Utama coaching .

Letihh , tak apa . Tapi apa yang saya marah ialah ...

Saya sacrifice saya punya masa pergi sana ,

Itu kucing semua macam tikus , selalu buat I marah ,

Satu training pun tak pernah 12 players semua datang ,

mesti ada 1 atau 2 tak datang .

Apa macam laa ??

Apa yang saya dapat ? Gaji kena potong .

Kena naik marah lagii , habis saya punya peluh macam itu paip bocor .

Malam tak boleh tidur sebab fikir tentang strategy & plan untuk training ...

Yang paling kanasai ialah saya punya kulit sudah hitam oo !

Walaoweh . Tapi takper larh , asalkan I tried my best .

You orang as players tak mau bagi sama I 100%

I tak boleh buat apa-apa jugak lor ... Oh well :)

Andd I sudah kasi potong rambut lohh .

Itu fringe banyak pendek aa .

Selalu kena kasi tolak atas .

Haih . rambut saya semakin kurang oo .

Itu si Tan Xin Lei cakap rambut I macam rambut anjing

Semua sudah rosak . itu bulu macam mau mati D':

Aiyooh . Esok pagi kena pergi Subang Utama coaching

Lepas itu rush pergi kerja lagi , letih mati aku lor

Thank god esok last sudah ;))

我想我真的怕安静

少了你吵我不开心

Bounce

Poke .

2011-04-10T21:00:00.003+08:00

Went Sri Petaling to poke my leg tadi along with QinQin

While Wen & Zen they all had SUKMA training .

I thought I'm going to see normal singseh ,

Manaaaa taaaau . Kena con D';

Suan le bah , hopefully it is as effective as they say it is

Then I can go back on the court ASAP .

It better be effective weih , RM 210 for everything .

Thank god MajlisSukanNegara is paying for me

TeeHee .

The SingSeh used this sohai needle to poke 9 my leg .

Walaaaoo .
I think I have at least 12 holes on my leg now
Pain die me .

Especially when he poke my tapak kaki .

He went in dammmmnnn deeeeeep lor .

Urgh fuckk ... )':

I poked first then it was QinQin's turn

Recorded QinQin's session .

Anywayy ,

My house got a lot of pets now .

I have a squirrel , a snake , fishes & a new doggg . LOL

My bro's friend gave my brother this new puppy .

'Cause thanks to my brother , he got his commission , 10K+

So yeaahh ...

We named him Oscar .

2 months old .

He looks abit like Ninja Turtle weih

Cause his eyes there punya fur hitam-hitam macam pakai mask
Teenage Mutant Ninja Puppy !

Hahhh .

So young , So hiaw ;D

Work tomorrow ...

Layyzeee liao . Omg .

& I damn headache now .

I think I tahan too much just now when he poked my leg .

Held it in too hard . Cheyy .

I think I'll just watch the DVDs I bought at Anggerik just now

Ohh well ;)

我受了重伤

已不再对爱渴望

Bounce

Aish .

2011-04-03T21:33:00.000+08:00


After training ;)

After singing 借我一辈子 by Gary Chaw ...
Me : Wen , who was on your mind when you were singing that song ?
SheaWen : Err . No one ?
Me : Hahah . Okayy . Ask me , ask me .

SheaWen : LOL . Who was on your mind then when you were singing that song ?

Me : Eeee , Take a wilddd guessss ;))
SheaWen : XXX ?
Me : Yesss , Hahaha . You soooo smart , not bad ;)

SheaWen : Well , its obvious . haha

Me : I think I'll have to call XXX laterr .

SheaWen : Owhh , whyyy ?

Me : I want to take back my stuff that I gave lah .

SheaWen : What did you gave XXX ?

Me : MY HEART , XXX is still keeping it . I need it back )':

SheaWen : LMAOOOOOO

Lols .

Sprained my ankle during training just now
Stepped on Xin Hui's leg ... But thank got its not that serious
Urghh , old injury D; Hopefully it heals ASAP

I shoot a lot during games lately , like seriously . Lols .
I think I need to cut down on that and do more layups and assist .
I seriously need to rmember what Gary , Mr. Lau & Alvin said to me before .
My strength is cutting-in , shooting is just a bonus .
I mean shooting isn't bad , but I'm not a shooter .
I need to balance both shooting & cut-in to the basket ...
Assists ... I need to work on that .
Too used to go all-the-way . heh .

Today , is a Sunday . Supposed to go Giant to shop myself tadi ,
but I'm goddamn tired & lazy & my leg hurts . So , suan le bah ;)
Work start tomorrow & period is coming very soon . KNBE
Symptoms are obvious sudaaah .
Here pain there pain , there big here big . Eeeek
Oh well , its just 5 days anyway .
挨过就好了 !

April already ... Will know whether I get into Uni by this month ?
Hopefully I get the one I wanted lar . Either UPM or UKM ...
Pleaseeee Guan Yin Ma Pohh Pii !

And ... I feel kinda' stress at home sometimes .
I'm not earning THAT MUCH yet ,
but my family expects me to pay for everything already ?
Its not that I don't want to , but my pay for the first month isn't a lot okay !
Ask me to save money for Uni , buy my own laptop all , now ?
Everytime I sit in the hall , nagging starts =.=
Want me to tanggung this & that . Walaoweihh . Seriously beh tahan
That is why I always lock myself in the room !
Then when I stay in the room , you all will say I treat home like some hotel .
Come home to eat & sleep only . Never care about family stuff etc =.=
I seriously don't understand lor , when I haven't started working ,
You guys never demanded so much from me , ask me to save money for this that . BLABLABLA
Now ? Want me to pay this , pay that ... Say I never subsidize all .
How do you expect me to save ?
I'm already eating maggi mee / bread for lunch every single day just to save money already .
What do you all want from me ?
I will help if I can , I still love you all but stop pressuring me please .
I'm not the manager or the CEO of the company YET .

Zzz .

从前从前，

有个人爱你很久 ...

你知道吗？

Bounce

Circle .

2011-03-31T19:20:00.002+08:00

周汤豪 - 爱疯

如果调慢我的时钟
是否昨天真的可以逗留
如果清空那张餐桌
吃晚餐的时候谁还会提醒我

如果睡前留个门缝
是否你会探头笑我懒虫
我以为爱像热水开着就能不停流
却像雾气在挥霍後失踪

我爱得发了疯还相信我守着就有用
却连我醒着睡着哭着笑着都会痛
我爱得发了疯明知道再狂吼也没救
那句我爱你我还能向谁说

如果砸烂我的时钟
是否你的绝望可以倒流
我以为爱足够让人无尽等在角落
我一回头你不在我背後

我爱得发了疯还相信我守着就有用
却连我醒着睡着哭着笑着都会痛
我爱得发了疯明知道再狂吼也没救
那句我爱你我还能向谁说

一个人一生中总有一次要爱到失控
那就让我疯了疯了

我爱得发了疯连清醒生活都像作梦
不管我走着坐着呼吸喝水都会痛
我爱得发了疯後悔一点珍惜都不懂
眼看着你走还硬说那就走
多不想你走又能挽回什麽

Busy

2011-03-26T01:59:00.005+08:00

Just came back from Melacca around 1am tadi .
Lost 2 points to Selandar ,
which consist of WeiYin , Magdelene etc .
Guess we had bad luck today ,
Magdelene suddenly on fire ,
shoot 4 3points Zzz .

Idk whats wrong with my stomach ,
these 2 days keep on lausai non-stop
Went lausaii at the court's toilet just now .
MAAAAADERRCHIIBEHBEH

Got a bigbig brown spiderrrrrr at the door looking at me shit .
I stoned damn long at the toilet seat looking back at it .
Don't know whaaat to do D:
After I shit & wash & everything ,
suddenly had the courage to open the door
& run out . Eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee .
Kanasai =.=

Been very busy lately .
Work , Basketball , Lifee
:)

My Celebrity Fitness colleague ,
which is now the Fitness Manager in Subang Parade
asked me to go back to work with them
& wants to meet me on Sunday to talk about it .
Urghh , I should have just said NO to him
D:

I enjoy working with Dunhill lar now .
Flexible & stress free ,
everyday go there sit , listen to music & answer calls
Eat bread , on diet ;) No need so san fu .
LOLs . Oh well .
Shall give him a call tomorrow & tell him I'm working baaah .

If I go back to work in the gym ,
confirm I'll grow bigger than before sudah .
Hoh-Maii-God , I dowan so sibeh big size already aa .
Mahai , damn hard to buy shirt ,
'Cause my arms is damn big liao , the sleeve there damn tight
According to XinLei , they look like their gonna 被挤爆
Need to wear bigger sleeve holes punya shirts D:

Oh well , Summit Open ended 2 weeks ago .
PBC got Champion again :)
Second Champion this year babeee ~ !
I got MVP for it .
Or maybe , Most Vicious Player . Hahaha .
Sorry , just being lame . Excuse me

Will be going for SUKMA training every Tuesday & Friday now .
I wanna play SUKMA this year , its my last year .
Regret that I never play last year .
Haaaaaaaah . Kanasai . Moveeee on .

Currently busy with Melacca Basketball League .
Gosh , Sorry to say this but the coach is damn useless on court la .
HAAIHH .

On the other hand , Work is fine .
I'm satisfied .
5 days a week . 20 days a month .
Next week gaji keluar . Woooo :)
Hepi Hepi Hepi .
But I'm still gonna continue eating bread for lunch .
My diet plan & I need to save money for iPhone
My Sony Ericsson suddenly died on me just now .
Scare die me , but now okay liao .
Urgh .

Haaaii !

Shall go to sleep noww ,
Coaching SU pussies tomorrow morning :)
SS3 training at night !

I wanna improvee
Bounce

2011-03-13T01:25:00.007+08:00

Hi .
Dyed my hair the other day .

The colour's almost the same as my previous one
So not much difference aa
Supposed to dye another colour , But !
I took the wrong box I guess ?

Ohh well :)
Fever on Friday , skipped work ,
vomitted & won Jenjarom (B) at night .
Urghh . Shitty body weih .

Match tomorrow against Jenjarom (A)
Which is CheauTeng , BoBo they all
Hopefully everything goes well lar .

Earthquake & Tsunami
Gosh , I am damn grateful that Malaysia is safe .
Proud to be a Malaysian seriously .
A land that is free form natural disaster .

But people , please pray for Japan !

Hopefully they will recover fast & please ...
Please don't let so many people die lar .
)'=

Guan Yin Ma Poh Pii !

交朋友，我们用了心去跟你做朋友 ,
曾经保护你，试过不让别人伤害你 ,
但我们却得到的只是欺骗、背叛与伤害

我们为了你扑汤倒火，
而你却在我们的后面插了那么多刀，
难道你的手一点都不酸吗 ?
一点都不内疚吗 ?

又在我们大家之间五六年的友情调破离间，
你做的这一切到底是为了什么 ?
看到大家吵架的时候，你觉得很爽是吗 ?

我发现，所有在我身边
所发生过的事情，都与你有关 .
如果没有你在背后、旁边
那里加盐加醋、甚至点火
这些无聊的误会、争吵根本就不会发生

可能你曾经很成功地搞过破坏
但现在，我可以很肯定地告诉你
绝对不会有下一次了.

请你不要再得空又很闲的时候
在那里做故事，有的没的
都乱吐一堆 .

可能你说了太多的骗话，
连自己对谁说、说过什么 , 都记不起了
无所谓，因为你的所做所为，
我们全都懂了
请你别在那里装无辜，
再也没有人会在相信你了

我们没跟你吵翻天，
因为你跟本不值得我们这样做
你也没这个资格

全部人都已经表示得非常明显了
也已经铺了一条后路给你下台
请你好好的检讨自己
也醒目点做吧 ...

一次又一次地对自己说给你机会
可是我对你真的很反感
已经忍你忍到极限了

我和他都很后悔把你带进我们的大家庭里
你有今天 , 都是我们给你的 .
你竟然把我们当成傻嗨来开玩笑 ?

你做初一，我做年初夕

你跟我仅仅地记住，
我们有本事把你带上来
就有本事把你踢回下去

You mess with the wrong bunch of people this time .
Seriously .

Leave .
Bounce

Yesterday .

2011-03-04T00:25:00.005+08:00

was a veryy happy day for me .
Work was great & easy :)
Match was up to my own standard ,
Though we lost to MCA & my teammates were kinda' down .
Oh well , tried my best to cheer some of them up during yamcha session
=)

Currently working for Creative Sales & Marketing
Or Dunhill SMART Call Centre . Yea , either one lah .
Our system runs like RealRewards ,
Where you collect points & redeem stuff lor
Can't wait 'til end of the month weihh , Gajiiiii
And and ... SUKMA players will receive gaji every month if we're selected .
Not much aa , about RM 300 . Lols . Not bad also mar .
Excluding transport / food allowance kay ! That one is extraaa .
But of course , must go training one lar ;)
I wanna' upgrade my assets with my hard earned moneeeyyyy
Baru I feel satisfied & tau menghargaii .

Firstly , My phoneeeee , Gonna' save my money & buy iPhoneeee worr .
Well , my phone is fucking retarded & the buttons are coming out .
So yeaaa , maybe its not a necessity to buy an iPhone , but I want laa .
I got money :P hahahah

Secondly , My baggg , my poor little Converse looks like a slut .
She got big big hole liaaaao D:
Whole handd boleh direct masuk thru that hole , tak yah buka zip .

Thirdly , save money for my Uni :)
Don't wanna burden my parents .
If can I wanna pay all the Uni fees myself aa .
Hehe . Well , local Uni requires a few thousand
to complete the whole degree program also mar
So yeah ;))

Fourthly , My carrrr , both SLK & Persona .
Well , not gonna' change car lah of course .
Lols . Wanna help my dad service , decorate ,
Change whatever that needs to change lor .
Wanna' fix back my radio that kena curi in my SLK dowh ):
Very sien aa driving that time . Urghh .
But I wanna KIV this option first ,
Heh , got extra money only say lor xD

That's all I guess ?
FOR NOW . Lols .

Anyway , I'm dead tired .
Guess I'm not gonna decorate this post .

Work tomorrow from 9am-5pm
Coaching SS17 guys from 5pm -7pm
Training from 8pm-10pm

Walaaohweih , my days are over productive nowadays
D:

Good night world !

ChaoChaoCinCauLanChiao
:P Bounce

Read this .

2011-03-02T00:30:00.004+08:00

IMBAAAA .

The “Chanas” comprises 181 members – and none of them is on benefits.

Dad Ziona has 39 wives, 94 children, 14 daughters-in-law and 33 grandchildren – all living together under one roof.

Believed to be the biggest family in the world, home is a huge, 100-room, four-storey house where they sleep in dormitories.

Handily, head of the family, Ziona, 67, also runs his own sect – which allows multiple marriage.

He says he feels blessed to have so many of his brood living with him, adding: “Today I feel like God’s special child.

“He’s given me so many people to look after.

“I consider myself a lucky man to be the husband of 39 women and head of the largest family.”

All the men of the family work as carpenters and Ziona says proudly: “We don’t want any help from the government.”

The super-dad once married ten women in a year.

The family’s home is called Chhuanthar Run – which translates as “the house of the new generation” – in the hills of Baktawng village, in the Indian state of Mizoram.

It has its own school, a playground, carpentry workshops, piggery and poultry farms, paddy fields – and a vegetable garden big enough to feed the entire extended family.

Meal times are like feeding an army, with the women of the family spending hours making dinner.

A typical meal can see them plucking 30 chickens, peeling 132lb of spuds and boiling up 220lb of rice.

All the cooking is done over an open fire kept burning throughout the day.

Ziona’s eldest wife Zathiangi, 69, delegates all the daily duties around the house to his other wives, their daughters and the daughters-in-law.

Every day there is a mountain of washing to get through – all done by hand.

Ziona, who is called “Ka pa” or simply Father by his family, married Zathiangi when he was just 17.

He is the hereditary leader of the Chana sect, who believe they will one day rule the world with Christ.

Named after Challian Chana, Ziona’s grandfather, the sect allows the men to take as many wives as they want.

But when he was growing up, Ziona believed he would never marry, saying: “My father had seven wives and looking after them was a difficult task.

“When I saw him surrounded by women all the time it put me off. But my wish was not God’s wish.”

Now he shares his time between all 39 wives – having acquired his latest one as recently as last year.

He has the luxury of his own bedroom in the house – to which the wives are summoned in turn. The other 99 rooms are occupied by the rest of the family.

Although Ziona has his own large double bed, his wives have to make do sharing beds in dormitories.

Ziona likes to keep his younger wives nearest to him on the same floor as his bedroom – while his older wives sleep on the first floor of the house.

During the day he likes to have seven or eight wives with him all the time to wait on him hand and foot.

Rinkimi, 35, married to Ziona for 11 years, says: “We stay around him as he is the most important person in the house. Serving him is like serving God. He’s the most handsome person in this village.

“I feel blessed to have him as my husband.”

Wife Ngaihzuali, 37, adds: “He often calls out for me to apply oil to his hair as he only likes me to do the job. It makes me feel special.”

She married Ziona 18 years ago and claims to be his favourite.

Mum to a 16-year-old son, she says Ziona fell in love with her at first sight. She explains: “He was out on his morning walk when he first saw me.

“He fell in love with me and wrote me a letter saying he wanted to marry me.

“He then came to my house to ask my parents’ permission.”

One of her co-wives, Huntharn-ghaki, insists all of Ziona’s brides get along.

She says: “If a family system is laid on the founding stone of mutual and genuine love and respect for each and every member, then the system is guaranteed to be a success.”

The younger wives are kept in order by Zathiangi.

She says: “Being the eldest in the family, I have to look after the management. I have been married to Ziona the longest, everyone in the family respects me. I take pride in looking after my husband and the family.”

Ziona’s eldest son Parliana, 50, says his father married so many wives so that he could look after them.

He insists: “Most of the women whom my father married were poor and orphan women of this village.

“By marrying them he has set an example in the history of mankind.

“He is not just the head of this house, but also the leader of about 4,000 people of the Chana sect.

“My grandfather moved to this village and established our community. Since then, my father has been carrying forward the legacy.

“A head count of all my brothers and sisters is a tough job. But all of us are happy and are having a secure life.

“By supporting him in his work, I feel closest to God.”

Parliana himself is following in his father’s footsteps, though he has a long way to go to catch up.

At present he has just two wives and 13 children.

Meanwhile, dad Ziona says that despite his advancing years, his marrying days are not over.

He explains: “To expand my sect, I am willing to go even to the US to marry.”

_____________________________________________________________

Saw that ?
Lols . Salute that guy weihh .
So fertile .

Anyway , Hi :)
Installed UniFi todayy.
But IDK why my sohai laptop cannot connect .
ChaoCheeBaii =.=
Damn dulan , my bro is too busy to help me .
Arghhh , his laptop can connect , but I can't
FML
D:

Went coaching & selecting guy players for SS17 tadi .
They need serious training lorr .
Most of them are unfit for a guy .
Shall see how everything goes :)

Oh and you know whaaaat ?
LOL . the company which hired me to work for Dunhill
Called me today , I mean my suporvisor lar .
Asked me whether I'm interested to work for their company
As call centre 'cause one of their staff is resigning .
Working hours are from 9am - 5.30pm , Monday - Thursday .
9am - 5pm on Fridays while I get Saturday & Sundays off
The pay ... RM 1.6k every month .
HuatTheFart D;
That's even more than working in the gym siaal !

Well , nothing is confirmed yet lar .
'Cause she needs to ask her boss first ,
then get back to me tomorrow
Well , If tak dapat thenn , its okay laaa .
If dapat then bagussss lorr .
Moneeeyyyy !
Yeeeeheheheheheh :DD

Andddd song againn worrr !

The Way I Loved You - Selena Gomez

Everything's cool
It's all gonna be okay
And I know,
Maybe I'll even laugh about it someday

But not today, no
Cause I don't feel so good
I'm tangled up inside
My heart is on my sleeve
Tomorrow is a mystery to me

And it might be wonderful
It might be magical
It might be everything I've waited for,
A miracle
Oh, but even if I fall in love
Again with someone new
It could never be the way I loved you

Letting you go is
Making me feel so cold, yeah
And I've been
Trying to make believe it doesn't hurt

But that makes it worse, yeah
See, I'm a wreck inside
My tongue is tied and my whole
Body feels so weak
The future may be all I really need

And it might be wonderful, yeah
It might be magical, uh oh
It might be everything I've waited for,
A miracle
Oh, but even if I fall in love
Again with someone new
It could never be the way I loved you

Like a first love,
The one and only true love
Wasn't it written all over my face, yeah
I loved you like you loved me
Like something pure and holy
Like something that can never be replaced

And it was be wonderful,
It was magical,
It was everything I've waited for,
A miracle
And if I should ever fall in love
Again with someone new
Oh, It could never be the way
No, It will never be the way
I loved you

慢慢失忆 ,
所有和你的事情必须忘记
Bounce

Like Can Aa .

2011-03-01T01:11:00.012+08:00

There's always one person that you will always go back to .
Even though you date other people in between ;)
We all want things to change , but once they do ,
we wonder why things can’t go back to the way they were .

Finally , I have the guts to tell you how I really feel .
Was damn nervous & my mind was literally blank
And I was shaking like a mad goat in the car just now .
其实，一直以来，多在乎你却只放在心中
你对我有多重要，我后悔没让你知道
Though I didn't tell you much ,
At least I feel better after telling the truth that has been bothering me .
Walaupun I nangis laaah , I was really sadddd ):
But still ... So embarassing . Sheesh !

But I find it really amazing how you knock me off my feet ,
Every time you come around me I get weak .
'Til today , you still make my heart skip a beat .
I swear the whole world stops when you talk to me .
And I realize ... I only get this feeling from you . Yes , youuuu ONLY .
I swear to god . I'm not lying .
My heart beats faster and slower at the same time
If this doesn't mean that I still love you ,
Then I must be suffering from some kind of heart problem
That only attacks me when I see you D:

Last year , I made a permanent decision based on temporary feelings .
You mean the world to me , but I just let you slip away .
Shouldn't have let you go . Haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah .
Stewpeeeed Stewpeeeed )':

If we loved again I swear I'd love you right .
I'd go back in time and change it ... But I can't .
So all I need now is time , gonna' try my very best to get over you & move on .
And seriously , no more using other people as your replacement .
Like I said , I look for the same feeling that I have towards you in everyone .
Once I find a slight similarity , I would force myself to fall for them .
That is badddd , very very bad !
But no more next time tho ;)

The past is in the past ,
hanging on to a memory is not going to bring it back .

Nights

AND BY THE WAY !

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KIMMY JAY LIEW WEN QI ~
:DDDDDDD

对你来说 , 我只是路过而已
可是真的好难放下你
Whyyyyy ... D:
都过了这么久了 ...
Bounce

Remains .

2011-02-27T01:20:00.005+08:00

Hey peeps :)

Just won our very first game for Hoops Station Championship in Summit just now.
Didn't plaayyy well aa. Idk why I keep on lat ball.
Bugger, fast break one person dribbling without defender also will lat.
CCB =.= Altogether I lat-ed 5 times & I played like some noob .

Urgh , next match is on 3/3, Next Thurday.
Against MCA, tough match weiyh.
Lols. Hopefully everything isn't as blur as today bah
Defense was sibeh confusing but after "the talk" just now.
Hmmm, Things got clarified. I think... xD

Tomorrow! Going temple during noon.
Gonna' pray for my Uni applications.
Tolong Poh Pii I get into Local U weih.
If notttt, need to spend money again ):

Going SUKMA selection after that in MABA.
5pm - 7pm. Yenn Wonggg, I am not fitt.
Hopefully I don't die tomorrow!

Oh look what I did
the other day when I was super bored ;))Will Pan's Collage
:DDDDDDDD
It is now the wallpaper for my Lappieee
Whoooooooooo,
I feel sho happy everytime I on my laptop.
Hehhh

So, I cried the other night.
Why? I dreamt about you,
Then every single memory came flashing back.
All of the sudden, I realized that actually...
Everyone after you was just a replacement.
I look for you in everyone I meet.
I try to look for the same feeling I get when I'm with you.

Well I guess this is what people say " 勉强没有幸福 "
'Cause every single time that I think about you,
I would force myself to ignore it & look for somebody else.
Now I know what does my Tarot Card means by my " past ".
Its all coming back to me. It was you all along .
Guess I never moved on after all these while.
I need to stop lying to myself about my feelings.
Its killing me ):

就是那麼簡單幾句
我辦不到
Bounce

You .

2011-02-23T01:51:00.002+08:00

双子座容易被天蝎座骗感情：

一开始看起来是双子座很机灵会闪躲，
而天蝎座一旦喜欢就会全部投入，
可是双方感情进度是不一样的，
当天蝎发现双子对自己其实没那麽有兴趣或者缺点之后
就会慢慢的给双子扣分，
可是双子却在相处之后
发现对方优点越来越多
就会慢慢给对方加分，
因此当双子座热起来时天蝎座已经冷掉了，
双子座就会觉得为什麽天蝎前面这麽热情
可是后面却这样冷澹，
难免就会有一种被骗的感觉。

OMFG . SO FCKIN' TRUEEE D;

Results .

2011-02-21T23:15:00.003+08:00

Haaaaaaaaaaah
D;

Got my STPM results today .
Urgh , No A's But got BCDs
So I am here to rant ...
Dissatisfied kao kaoh .
I'm not ashamed of my results ,
though its not very good .
heh

Pengajian Am - B+
Accounts - C+
Economics - C
Business - D+
My CGPA is 2.25

Which means I pass all of my subjects .
I thought I failed my Business paper ,
But according to the chart its considered Lulus .
So yeah , I did not fail any :)

Stillll ... Dengggg , I thought my Accounts would fail .
But =.= Its my second best subject right now .
WTF ?!

Accounts Teacher : " I don't know whether to be happy or sad now "
CheeHui : " Teacher , you should be happy leh ! She always fail your paper & never come to school still can get C+ for your paper . "
Accounts Teacher : " If you didn't ponteng so much & come to school more often , your results all A already I tell you "
Me : " LOLs . I knowwww lar teacher , see , that's why I'm here today mar :P "
Accounts Teacher : " I mean last time , today got use meh ? Today take results already . "

Business , I got a freaking F for Paper (1)
My Paper (2) was a C+ , add together with Paper (1)
That's why I got a D+ .
Inilah akibat for not studying at all for that paper .
'Cause my last min study plan FAILED badly .
Supposed to wake up at 12am that night to study ,
but alarm clock failed , woke up at 5am instead
& my exams starts at 8am (Y)

The only subject I damn sad with is only Economics .
I freaking nailed that paper & know how to answer most of it .
mana tau I got a C only . Urghhhh , Kanasai
But I still love that subjects tho .
Ingatkan nak 1 A , 1 B , 2 C .
Taraaaak pun ):

Teacher kept asking me ANY REGRETS ? ANY REGRETS ?
I said NOOOHHH , I TRIED MY BEST ;)
Lols . Aiyo . Ain't gonna' cry over spilt milk lar .
No regrets , nasi sudah jadi bubur .
Gonna try to apply for Local Uni now .
Thanks to my Accounts ,
I am eligible to apply the courses I want weih .
LOL .

Applied for Bachelor of Economics in UM , UPM & UIAM .
Then , Bachelor of Accounting in UM , UPM & UIAM again .
Bachelor of Business Admin. in UPM
& also Degree in Sports Science in UM .
I feel very ambitious weihh .
Applying for UPM UM all when my results are like shit .
Maybe I'll change my mind , since I have time 'til April .

Who knows kan ? Maybe I'll get lucky .
I really want these few Unis only laaah .
I dowanna go Sabah Sarawak all ...
Lols . Wanted to apply for UPSI for Sports Science in Perak ,
but ahhh . UM sounds better & nearer .

Anndddd , if I don't get the courses I want ,
Private Universities please beware ,
Khen Li Sha will invade one of you
;)

Shall put my 小潘潘's pic here to cheer things up .Shooooooh hensem !
;DDDD

Song worrr !
怕安静 - 罗志祥

我又帮自己订了场电影
结果坐在广场找你背影
人来了又去我好怀念迟到有人会发脾气

手机有收讯简讯不是你
打开了更让人失望到底
你走就走吧干麻留下每天没看完的韩剧

我想我真的怕安静少了你吵我不开心
回家第一个开机掩盖所有的安静
说不定我能够撑过去

我想我真的怕安静连洗澡都要戴耳机
打电动声东击西一停我又怕想起
念我和爱我的人我没珍惜

你爱的歌手又出了专辑
一样好听可是特别痛心
歌词每一句根本办不到还硬劝我要放弃
把闹钟设不停或许我会清醒

我想等下去可惜爱不能靠毅力
要是我挽回你你一定更伤心
爱一个人不一定要永远在一起

真的怕安静不想去也硬要出去
逛闹区到ktv 点你必点的歌曲
怎麽合唱的人不是你

原来我这麽怕安静是怕再也听不到你
在厨房大声唱歌在沙发硬跟我挤
让我终於晓得我有多爱你

你已不在这里

我的幸福不能沒妳的手牽著

Bounce

Talk .

2011-02-20T21:00:00.004+08:00

Waaaiii ,
Harrow !
Excuse my fat hao ness .
Ehehehehe .
As you can see , I cut my hairrr .
No more wild grass growing liao !
:DDD

But , somehow I can't wait for it to grow longer aa ,
'Cause its too short for me , make my face yuan yuan
:O
Diet-ing nowww .
LOL

Mah Der Chii Beh Beh .
Body ache like hell now .
Balasan yang aku dapat akibat daripada kurangnya bersenam .
Never really stretch properly also larh ,
That's why stretching is important people :)
Prevent you from painssss

EhNiiWei , went Yamcha with Gary & Bonnie tadii .
Talked from 1pm until 7.30pm D:
Gossshh ... Went Pyramid makan lunch with them ,
Talked about the team & stuff ,
Bonnie went off around 4pm ,
Wanted to go back after that ,
But noooo , LOL
Gary & I continued talking 'til 7.30pm .

Well basically , we had a heart-to-heart session .
Didn't realize that we have the same perspective about some stuff .
I felt that the old Gary that I knew , was there all these while ...
I thought that he changed into someone I no longer know .
Maybe it has been a while since I last talked properly to him .
That's why I was kinda' confused about him .
Kay , moveeee onn .

STPM RESULTS ARE OUT TOMORROW !
Hohh-Maii-Godd Pussies !
1.5 YEARS OF HARDWORK !

Kay , maybe not *HARD*work
Cause I kinda' ponteng-ed through my whole Form 6 life .
But I did studddddyy also kay .
& found my new love , Economics (:
Plan to study Business Economics in the future ,
if everything goes well tomorrow . LOL

I didn't study much for this ,
So ... Not gonna' have high hopes for tomorrow .
Just hope I'll pass all of my subjects lar
Damn worried about my Accounts ):
& get at least an A out of the 4 subjects !
Hah . I sound damn pathetic siut . Lols

Whatever larh .
GUAN YIN TOLONG MA POH PII !
:DDDDDDD

If girls choose guys as good as they choose clothes ,
then there would be a lot less breakups in the world .
Bounce

Through .

2011-02-16T15:56:00.009+08:00

PJST
Or " PBC " .

Don't worry , we're not going to split ,
That old man won't let it happen .
I believe you people won't let it happen ,
& I sibeh confirm I won't let it happen lar !
Walao , I tried so hard to maintain the team like shit
when that old man's not around .
Now , that old man's back ,
You think I'm gonna' let some stupid MISUNDERSTANDING
to come in between us
& make us back into some 散沙 ?
Urghh , dream on man (:

________________________________________________________

One , face too heavy to make the first move or confront the other ,
Overly pessimistic D;
对，他很假，
可是不是每一件事都是他的错，都关系到他嘛，
更何况他是宝，你能怎样 ?
看开一点啦

Another one , doesn't know the real reason why the other is pissed ,
& too coward to admit what she did .
( Like always , denydenydeny )

...

What he said was true ,
they should sit together
& solve the problem themselves ,
instead of us taking sides .
But both of them have serious ego problem ,
both saying " WHY SHOULD I TALK TO HER FIRST ? "
Lol . When donkey meets donkey ...

________________________________________________________

其实，我都看得清楚，

我知道谁对我好谁对我不好

我知道谁是真心喜欢我，谁只是面儿上对我

我知道谁跟我说的是掏心窝子的话，也知道谁敷衍我，欺骗我

我知道谁是好人，谁是大恶人

对不起，我都看的清清楚楚明明白白，

我没说破，没翻脸，只是因为我不想尴尬

可是我不想在装作一副特别好的样儿，

我不是什么大好人，我不想跟每个人关系都很好，我也做不到，

我只要能跟我喜欢的我在乎的人好好的就够了。

其实下面才是我想说的...

谢谢所有人，对我所做的一切，

好的不好的，我才能慢慢成熟起来，

拜你们所赐，我现对你们所说的每一句话都有所保留

这样也好，只少我还能保护我自己

Sometimes , when you have already keep your mouth shut ,
people will still come , open your mouth & put words inside .
Some things are really out of your control .
Since you have already explained & you know the truth ,
All you can do is let it happen and let people decide themselves
whether they believe you , or believe those crap that has been made up .

There & then , you will know ,
whether they are worth keeping as your friends or not .

Unifi coming next month !
:DD
Gonna' cut my hair tomorrow
*hopefully* Lols . Macam grass liao .
Uhh .

Boy : You know, you are A B C D E F G H I J K ?
GIRL: What does it mean?
BOY: Attractive , Brilliant , Cute , Dazzling , Elegant , Funny , Gorgeous , Hot !
GIRL: You're so sweet ! What about I J K?
BOY: I'm Jusssst Kidddddinggg !

LOL

& She isn't pissed because she got rejected ,

Just stop going around & talk behind her back ,
She will find out eventually .
Don't like ?
Grow some balls & tell it to her face please .
Bounce

Ignorance .

2011-02-10T00:04:00.020+08:00

Well , hello there

I am here to blogg againn .
So yesterday ,
went Kissaten to have dinner
with Zen , Bon , Diane , SokFan & Muachii .
to settle the BBQ Party's stuff .

Eheemmm , basically I didn't helped much laaa D;
'Cause I got no carrrr & I'm going to collect angpao
from Selangor's Boss this Saturday ,
so I can't buy stuffs of whatsoever
All I did was eat , make noise & take pictures . Lol
Sorry people D;

_________________________________________________________

Lately , a lot of nonsense happened .
I find it seriously fucking CHILDISH .
People screwing each other every where for nothing ...
GROW UP LAH TOLONG .
LOLs . What is going on with the world weihh .
I tried to not care about everything ,
Don't wanna give any comments or just overlook it ,
But somehow =.= ... I got involved too .
Fuck my life . lol

Kay , firstly , yesterday , a once very good friend of my ,
Did some bullshits behind my friend's & my back .
Got damn pissed over it , people nowadays damn two-faced weihh .
Don't wanna elaborate about it .
On the bright side , at least now we knows her real personality (:

After that shit , somehow , something strange happened .
I tried to stay cool & don't wanna be perasan or something .
'Til today , I saw your friend calling me a " Fucking Sohai " on Twitter .
Thanks to her :) I knew something went really really wrong .

You angry , I not angry meh now ?
I've been accused of stuffs that I did not say or do .
You might think this is a small matter but my reputation is at stake .
I'm here to clean myself off this shit .
I want nothing to do in this anymore .

I did not say anything about you to anyone since ages ago okay ?
Just because that guy ejek / scolded you ,
You threw all the blame on me & belived them blindly ? LOL
Stop accusing me larh , Please go back & read my tweets .
NONE of them is about you ! All of it is about my friend , her & that guy .
Can you please stop flattering yourself ?
I'm too busy with other things in my life okay .
Rather than sitting down gossiping about you all the time !

I did not ruin any of your relationship lah toh-kao-long !
You have a problem with me .
You are unsatisfied with me.
You think I have attitude problem ... ? LOLs .
Yes , I do hate you a lot before this because of what you did to me before .
I did brought that into the picture
& that's the reason why I was always up in your ass .

But now ... ZZZ
Did I ever do ANYTHING to you lately ?
I got over it & I seriously stopped talking shits about you already lor tolong .
After that it was all about helping my friend to wake up .
Nothing to do with you at all =.=
Gosh , I mean , who am I to control you or get invovled in your life ?
And I never intended to do that .
I treated you nicely , did so much things for you ...

But now ? All you can say are these shits ?
You were blind ? All you see in me are regrets ?
Saii Mm Saii call me Fucking Sohaii ar hallow ?

They put words in my mouth ,
then you chose to believe whatever that guy or girl said to you
instead of coming to me & ask me first ?
Of all people , I'm surprised that you were like this ,
jumping to conclusion before trying to find out the truth from me .
Good jobbb (:

Then I am here to say the same thing to you .
I'm sorry that I was blind too ... t(=.="t)
I'm sorry that I was so serious about you .
I wasted my money , time , energy , feelings , sweat & tears on you .
I need to say sorry to my heart for making it break for nothing that time .
& I'm here to say sorry to mother earth too for polluting so much air
Because I willingly drove you here & there .
I seriously don't know what did I ever saw in you .
But thanks to you , I've learnt a very big lesson :)

Block me from the whole cyberworld all you want ,
Say wtv you want to say about me or do wtv you like lar .
Its okay . I don't mind .
As long as you 开心就好啦小妹妹 .
You can not imagine the immensity of the fuck I do not give about you anymore
I'm too old for these childish shits :)

_________________________________________________________

On the other hand ,
Can you all please stop saying that my temper is damn bad ?
I have changed & I have it under control .
I have brains okay .
Toh-kao-long ... lol

Anywayyyyyyy ,

Hi Diane
:DDDDD
You so cho-mel lar ~

Meet my bestfriend :)

True friends are hard to find nowadays .
Love her goddamnmuch .

Can't wait to go to work
& keep myself busy
and as far as possible from these fckin' nonsense !

2011 seems sucky to me so far ?
Fuck lar , its gonna' be a great year for me (:
At least I believe that .

周华健 sings :

" 朋友一身一起走 , 那些日子不再有 , 一句话一辈子 ~ "
...

I say :

如果你有像我身边的某些朋友啊，你真的会希望那些日子不再有
一句话害死你一辈子啊 !

Even the most effective drug expires if unused .
What more with the strongest feelings when ignored ?

Bounce

Wind .

2011-02-07T14:11:00.002+08:00

Lols . Laugh die me when I saw the last post .
Woookay Daniel ;)

Anyway ,
Hello (:

Went over to YongBin's & ChinPeng's house yesterday night
Had funnn , but ahh , never really win much in gambling tho .

Lols , was gambling 'til halfway ,
my lucky star , Miss Tan Xin Lei called .
I asked her to ONG sama me 'cause my lucky was damn sucky ,
so she shouted " HUAT AHH " on the phone . Haha
Was damn high after that , straight away bet RM3 ,
Won 3 games straight , walaoweih :)

Not gonna' go Celebrity Fitness for interview today larh .
'Cause dad say my car's gonna be in the hospital for at least 2 weeks .
So got to share car with him naaaw .
Uhh , how to go to work kaannn .
Well , its a good thing that the Fitness Manager there used to be my Team Leader
& the Asst. Fitness Manager used to be my colleague .
;)

Going to see my buddies tonight in Pyramid .
Its been a while since I last spent time with the bunch of them .
Everybody's been busy with their life .
Heh .

方大同 - 因为你

噔噔噔噔　噔
噔噔噔噔噔噔
噔噔噔　噔　噔　噔噔噔噔
噔噔噔噔

友人对我 Hi
街头的情人又说 Bye 　孩子的父亲赞他乖
写着啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦

﹡ 也许是天气　也许是运气　也许是因为有人不放弃
也许是天意　也许不愿意　也许是因为她
还是因为我和你

是不是你错　是不是她错了
但随便说说也不算　你别赖怪我

好事会变坏这世界都环绕着爱
捱过之後会放的开　

写着啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦

﹡ 也许是天气　也许是运气　也许是因为有人不放弃
也许是天意　也许不愿意　也许是因为她
还是因为我和你

写一首歌填一首诗录完这编曲
这样就是一首歌的生命如此动听
如果你觉得我在讲你心里的话

Bounce

2011-02-06T23:24:00.001+08:00

lisha, if u so happen to see this. imma give the blog to you. i quit officially. hehee.! take care of it yea. :)

CaiNisNiuYer .

2011-02-06T00:56:00.012+08:00

Meet Oreo ,
Diane's bulu-less doggg
:)

Just got back from Kelantan
Dad took the wrong turn & ended up jamming in Bentong
Sit until my backside also flat weihh .

Wasn't really in the CNY mood this year ,
Idk why , I guess it was due to the accident that day
Ahh , typical CNY larh , go visiting , collect angpao .
Played with my nieces & nephews , spent time with my family .
Tried to understamd Thai & Kelantanese Hokkien + Bahasa Melayu .
Hohh-Maii-Godd . Almost died while doing it .

Was kinda bored that day & listened to Kelantan FM .
Ma Der Chi Beh Beh . I got lost in it .
Bahaseh Kelateh , aku tak paheh .
LOL .

Pardon my photography skill but ,
Meet my cute little nephew ,
Ian Saw .

Hansem little boii ^^:)

Anywayyy , currently working with SMART / DUNHILL ,
as Call Centre for the Dunhill Call & Win contest .
RM 70 per day . My job is freaking easy .
First day was damn busy , almost a thousand calls came in .
But =.= 3rd day onwards . Sien dao ...
OMG , luckily can play ChorDaiDi while working .

Look @ my ugly Mickey Mouse that I drew while waiting for calls .
After the 2nd day , all the 2000 Free Gift was given away .
People dowan call in anymore . Got laaa , but damn little .
Basically I go to work to sit & blow air-con & get paid :D

Hopefully I'm starting work next Tuesday again ,
Might get cut off cause they wanna reduce man power .
Like I said , we go to work to do nothing . LOLs .
I love this job :)

Ang pao collecting session continues tomorrow ,
and HUAT-AHHH session at night
@ ChinPeng's & Yong Bin's house .

Mondaayy , not working but
Going over to Celebrity Fitness
for walk-in interview as Personal Trainer .

After a loooonnngg discussion with my family ,
I've decided to try to go back to the gym to work .
I mean since they liked me & I enjoyed working there ,
plus the pay is damn good . So why not ?
& I get to lose weight & keep fit too . Free gym leh !
I wanna lose my damn body fats & be as slim as I used to be !
LOLs . Ahhh , hopefully my manager would hire me back lar
GuanYinMa Pohh-Pii .

Well , the downside about this is ,
less time to play with my buddies liao ):
No more random outings or last minute clubbings .
But on the other hand , no money , how to go wet wet ?
Lols . Oh well , we'll see .

On the way back , I was listening to a lot of songs
that I used to listen while webcam-ing with you
& thought a lot about you , was kinda' saddd tho .
Somehow had the courage to message you after that .
Lols . Sorry for kinda' quarreled with you just now .
But once again , I was loyal to you okay .
Even we weren't together , I was there for half a year waiting ...
Sibeh crazy over you & I was serious about everything .
Mader =.= Keep writing poems & keep posting stuffs about you . Waalaoweih .
But you were on & off towards me .
No matter how many times of UNFAIR you told me ,
or how cold you treated me , I was still there .
'Til somebody came in & made me feel warm .
I had to choose .
It was the hardest decision EVER to let you go .
But seriously , if I could turn back time ,
I'd rather letting you continue treating me unfairly ,
than making that stupid decision .
I shouldn't have walked away , the ending might be the same ,
but at least , I won't be regretting my decision as I would be right now .
I knowwww , its all said & done , I can't change anything anymore ,
We'll never ever be as close as we used to be ...
On the contrary , maybe this is better for us ?
At least we won't hurt each other anymore ...
And now you'd probably be thinking , Beh Sien de lor you ,
Every time repeat this , nothing else to talk about .
Haiyaa , this is the last time I'm gonna talk about this lar .
Maybe you won't see this , whatever larh , If you happen to see this ,
Just wanted you to know how I feel .
& I know it doesn't matter to you ,
But it does , to me , a lot ...
Oh & excuse you ,
I DON'T HAVE A LOT OKAY !
I only had 3 , if plus you then 4 , but you are not counted , so 3 only !
:)

I need to let go of my pasts .

Just because I finally got over you ,
doesn't mean there aren't days when it all comes rushing back .
Bounce

Hacks .

2011-02-02T01:50:00.001+08:00

Maaaaatheeerrrrpot .

All the money I earn ...
Down the drain . Why ?
Cause I bang my Persona wor just now .
Dad said it costs about 1.5k .
Fark , Now , I'm broke .
Tiiuuuuuuu .

Don't wanna elaborate how I banged ,
but I really don't remember what happened
All I know is , look down , look forward , see red car ,
heard a scream , break , Boom , saw QinQin , car is kemek .

Ahh fuck , I'm seriously fucking broke right now .
Urgh , fucking sueh lah .
Started from last year , one-by-one keep happening .
Banged my bumper in front of MABA ,
Fell down , injured my elbow , 3 stitches on my eye brow ,
Makan elbow , lips almost split into 2 . Now there's a scar .
Today , accident , MONEY ALL GONE ... Uhh
I guess a more serious one is coming soon

She reminded me about my brother ,
he helped me 看命 when I was 15 ,
he said something serious is going to happen to me when I'm 20 / 21 years old .
Ask me be careful wor ... Well , now come to think about it ,
What XinLei said was true , Why wanna wait for that day to come ,
I should do something to avoid it .
Kena screwed 99 by her just now when I told her I had an accident .
I'm sorry , I will be more careful next time ... Haihhh .
Regrets , but I've learnt my lesson .

But ahh , its too late .
Guess I'm grounded this whole fucking month ?
No money liao & I need to work my ass off to earn all my money back .
Fuck my life laar . Ma ther Chi Beh Beh ...
Each & every time I have money ,
Some fucked up shit sure happen one .
Like that time , came back from Agong's Cup .
Got about 1k . Buttt noooooo , my tyre HAD to spoil on me ,
some stupid rubber came off , almost exploded .
Changed both side , cost me around RM 700 .
Fuck .

@#$%^&*()*&^%$#@! Behtahaaaaaan laaar diu .
Why can't I just be rich for onceeeee . Urgh .

Leaving for Kelantan @ 5am later , haven't packed yet .
Coming back on Saturday .

Fucking Bounce .

Small .

2011-01-23T01:50:00.004+08:00

We are officially the Champion for Kajang Open 2011
Its been a while since the last time I got a gold medal ,
Though this time its just a small tournament .
I'm still very happy .

I didn't play well today ,
I thought I was on the right track 'til foul trouble came in .
Guess I was too " Chong Dong " when defending .
Stupid fouls ... t(=,="t)

But thank god my teammates were AWESOMEEE
LOLs . Damn IMBA weihhh ! Was losing point since beginning
'til the end of 3rd quarter then it was all us ! LOL
Damn proud of my junoirs , 你们总算长大了 (':
Hah . Seriously time for " back-to-basic " training sessions weih .
This is not working ... I need more trainings ! D;

Junior's Jasmine Cup finals are in a few hours time .
Hopefully things goes well for them as well .
Play nicely , one more champion & we have 双喜临门 !
And ... Its a boost for Mr. Lau to look for sponsor ;)

Well , on the other hand , everything is just a big big misunderstanding .
Seriously ... No one should be blamed in this case ,
'Cause like I said , a big big misunderstanding ,
Shall not elaborate anymore :) Everything is cool .

I am oldddd
D;

I am not the best ,
but believe me I will be the best for you .
Bounce

Soursop .

2011-01-22T02:01:00.003+08:00

So many liars , so many believers .
Why do people treat players like god
& so many people likes them so much ?
Good with words , Good persuading skill ,
but not that awesome lying skill - because we found out .

Well , I guess everyone that was once played by them ,
Had a same concept , " I will be the next person
that could conquer his / her heart & make him / her loyal to me " (:
By believing this , you thought you had things in control ,
You start to think you're special
because they would create stories and make you feel sky high ...
YOU ARE SOOOOO WRONGG .
You are actually the no. 23789765432 person
He / she said that exact script to , bodoh .
LOLs .

_____________________________________________________

Blogging isn't really hangat for me lately .
Got nothing much to blog about .
Well , I'm blogging now for the sake of memories :)
Went through my histories , realized how much
Things has changed since I first started blogging
People come , people go .
Some things changed , some things remained .

What happened with life recently ?
Showed some guy's true colours to a friend of mine .
At least now , she is no longer blinded by that guy bitch .
I'm sorry for calling you this , but I just can't help it
After knowing everything that you did .

Anyway , training was rather frustrating today .
I got lots & lots of stuff to say actually , but ahh ,
I just said whatever that matters the most .
The rest ? Keep it to myself enough larh .
讲太多也不好 , 免得人家又来啊鸡啊啄 ... (:
All I can say is that , it is very hard to please everyone .
& I don't plan to do that , so yeah ...

And I was thinking alot while bathing just now ,
Yes , I tend to do that :)
And I just really wanna share my thoughts to you people ,
I mean , like what happened lately ,
We knew the truth from the start ,
We tried to warn our friend from the start ,
But our friend wouldn't listen ,
Until he started acting like a freaking coward ,
Then baru our friend realized that he's such a useless bugger .

Its like no matter how much we try to save our friend
From stepping into a pile of shit from afar ,
If she's wearing a headphone & is ignoring us ,
What can we do other than letting her step into that pile of shit ?
I mean yeah , you can run to her & stop her ,
Or even try to attract her attention or something .

But what I'm trying to say is , maybe , sometimes ...
We can't protect a person too much ,
They need to learn to fall to grow too .
All we can do is , advise , scold , screw , brainwash them .
But at the end of the day , are your efforts appreciated ?
The choice is still theirs , Yes , it feels great when they finally realize & wakes up .

But what IF they are still blinded ,
What do we get & what can we do ?
There & then , you are the bad person .
You say so much , you think they don't know meh ?
They know one , they just don't wanna accept mar . LOL
They would choose to avoid you , try not to talk to you after that .
Because all you do is keep bugging them with the truth that they are avoiding .

Well , I think its just like smokers & cigarettes .
You know it bad for you , but you just continue doing it ,
Your friends , your family , everyone asks you to stop .
But you are so addicted to it , that you would just ignore the truth .
When cancer attacks or suddenly you mati pucuk . LOL
Baru you rasa & regret , got use or not ?
Then you struggle through your life
Just because you were too stubborn to quit smoking in the beginning .
Then you know , OH , SMOKING IS BAD ...

Yes , you finally realize when its too late D;
Aiya , something like that lah . Understand sudah .
Guess you get my point , & on the other hand ,
We should really learn how to protect ourselves & love ourselves :)
Lets just get our own life on track before interfering with others .

Because sometimes we shouldn't jaga tepi kain orang too much .
That way when they are hurt , they will know , what to do next time ,
Because if you never fall from a motorbike before ,
You will never know how much it hurts to scratch your knees , arms etc
Then you'll start being a Mat Rempit with your bike without knowing the consequences .

But of course , if they are going to jump down the building ,
Fucking stop them no matter what larh :)
Not asking you to open your eyes wide wide & let them die mar
Lols . Kanasai ...

Alright , enough of my grandmother stories sudah .
Kajang Open finals tomorrow , playing against MCA ,
Shall try to watch the Taiwanese Video that Zen recommended just now ;)
Hopefullly , I can pick up a thing or two from there .
Sunday , Jasmine Cup finals , hopefully the not-so-young juniors
Can step up to the plate & put on a great game for us to see lar ,
its been a while since I see them playing their best :)

I'm working @ USJ1 next week onwards for Dunhill 'til Feb 11 .
RM 70 per day , All I have to do is memorize the script
& wait for people to call me and answer questions . LOL
That's all for now , shall update very soon ,
when I have something to say again :)

见过你的美，我还能爱谁？
Bounce

Fever .

2011-01-06T22:35:00.003+08:00

Hoh-Maii-God .
Been having serious bad luck lately .

Started from Johore ,
Fell down , got 3 stitches & a swollen elbow .

Last week , Kajang Open ,
Kena elbowed , lips bleeding .
血光之灾 =.=

Today , Fever ...
How unlucky can I get weihh .

Oh gooosssssh , Beginning of the year also so sueh liao .
Sibeh Phek Chek lor . Pokkai =.=

Shall get some sleep now .
Hopefully when I wake up ,
Everything will be 雨过晴天 ,
Rain over sunny day ... !

HUAT AAHHH !
:D

Feelings don't walk away , people do .
Bounce

Malacca .

2011-01-05T13:40:00.008+08:00

Hi there :)

Had so much fun yesterday in Malacca .
Ate a lot & sweat a lot too .
Stupid weather damn chat hot lor =.=
Camwhored like a bitch everywhere .

My Lips Like Sugaarr

First stop was some museum ?
The Stadhuys or something .
Chicken Rice Balls after that ,
& wanted to makan the famous Laksa Nyonya but tak jadiii .
'Cause Tuesday NO Laksa worrr , SheaWen ;)

Eh , Hii ! :)

Mak Cik ! APA LU BUAT ?!

Pak Cik , You kentut ar ? Busuknyaa .

Waassupp , Hensem ;)
Jonker's Street

Malacca River

My GuanGong eyebrows are back ! :)

Ohhh , My lady Furball ~

Went exploring Jonker's Street , Diarrhea-ed .
I shitted in almost 3 different shops =.=
Off to Dataran Pahlawan after that for Nadeje Japanese Layar Cake .
Niaamaa , damn expenpive lorr . BUT Damn fcking niceeee lor .
Whole Malaysia only Malacca have ):
Eeesh , Can't eat too much 'cause I'm broke & fat ,
But if I'm richer & slimmer , Imagine what I would do ... ;D

Hehehee . Anyway , took jump shots for them ,
I didn't feel like jumping cause ... :)
Went for Satay Celup after that .
Kept missing the stupid junction cause the stupid iPhone map damn slow
then SokFan decided to ask some sexy uncles beside the GRAVEYARD .
They were in singlets & those really realy short running pants xD

Scare die us . OMG ,
but thank god they were friendly
& they were humans lah .
The uncle lead us to the shop with his bicycle .
Sibeh rempit lor heee ,
ride faster than SokFan could speed . Haha

Satay Celup was Seeeeeedappp !
But my lips were damn pain after like 10 sticks ?
Couldn't continue eating ... Went home after that .
Reach home around 12am tho ...

My AWESOME photography skills ;)Hehe . Niceeee righttt ...

Today's ChinPeng's Birthday btw .
Couldn't make it for dinner with her later
but am gonna' join her for yamcha sessions after her dinner :)
And my back is still fcking pain since Johore 'til now
)=

I'd tell you that I miss you ,
but I just don't know how .
Bounce

Ink .

2011-01-04T01:03:00.004+08:00

The day before my lips got injured .

And ... Malacca later .
Exciteddd dao :DDDDD

Screw my lips ,
I wanna have fun tomorrow !
Hehe .

My new toy from a fat lala chick from HongKong
Cute dao beh tahan lor
;)

Aiyooooooooh ~
^.^

Ehemmm ,
Cleaned my room today ,
Got rid of all the papers .
Changed the sheets & covers .
Gonna' have a good night sleep today
Waking up at 6.30am later ,
Gotta' reach Diane's house by 7.30am
Nights ♥

Oh & go listen to LeeHom's 天涯海角
Nais :)

我愿意走过天涯飞过海角
只要能够守候在你身边

我愿意用这辈子让你相信
这就是唯一幸福结局

Bounce

Blood .

2011-01-03T02:31:00.004+08:00

2nd day of a new year ,

Kajang Open ,
Played against Prosports just now .
Won 52-49 .
I got top scorer :D
Nyahahaha .
But ,

My lips ALMOST split into 2
Booo hooo ! =.=

Got elbowed Miss KungHuiLee .
Bengkak like shit & on the spot bleeding .
I thought I was gonna die weih . LOL

Disgusting right ?
It would not stop bleeding since 10pm just now .
Hohh-Maii-God .
Damn sueeeeeh laa !
Guan Yin Ma Pohh Pi please
):

Malacca on Tuesday ...
Can't wait for it
but defo no more nice food for me .
Well , its a good & a bad thing for me also lah .
Bad thing is , I can't really enjoy those makanan sedap .
Good things are , DIET ! & save money :)

Oh well , guess I shall watch some DVD right now
Since I can't sleep cause its still bleeding like shit !
KNBECCB !
);

If it never happened ,
I would still love you the same way right now .
Bounce

Last Day .

2010-12-31T19:02:00.006+08:00

Haiii :D
Been MIA for quite sometime
damn lazy to update nowadays .
Hehe .

Still decided to update my blog since
today's the last day of 2010 .
And also the last day of me being a 19 year old kid .
Yerrrr ): Last month baru je habis birthday ,
Tomorrow 20 tahun sudah );
KNBE .

Came back from Johore on Monday ,
Got Naib Johan , lost to Johor by 8 points
& a new scar on my right eyebrow ...
Kanasai =.=

Anyywayy ,
2010 was a rather interesting year to me .
Regrets ? Nahhh ...
Won't regret a single bit of it ,
Learnt alot from those horrible & sweet memories
:)

Gathering with my primary school friends yesterday .
I find it amazing how fast time flies ...
Back then I was 7 , now I'm 19 .
and soon ... I will be 89 sudah .
HAHA . If I'm lucky lah :P

Will be making TongYuen tmr with my mum .
Damn late , I know ...
But I sudah 2 tahun tak makan lah beb !
Every year end tarak kat rumah .
D; Kelian daoooo .

So , 2011 is in a few hours time ...
Hopefully 2011 will be a better year .
Gonna work / rot until September ,
'Cause that's when the Uni intake starts apparently .
Hohh - Maii - God .

Kay , going cousin's big big big house for BBQ now .
FAT daaaoooo
=/

Sometimes i feel that i could stare at you forever
Bounce

Indecisive .

2010-12-12T20:22:00.003+08:00

You cant make up your mind ,
Please dont waste my time .

Went for training yesterday ,
Morning @ 8.30am - 11am
and 4pm - 6pm .
Body ache like shit today .
Don't feel like moving at all .

Saw the name list for those who are selected for Agong yesterday .
I am selected , taking No. 13 .
Okay lor , all my worries gone edi .
'Cause I was feeling damn damn insecure these few weeks .

Then , received a msg from Dorish just now .
She told me that they are selecting 4 persons from under 16 ?
So they are going to reselect again these few days .
Like whatthefart =.=
Why are you guys so indecisive ?
Damn potong steam you know or not ?
Canceled all my plan , & now you say these ?

Addoooih !
All my insecurities came back just like that .
Eeeeeeeeeeeeeesh .
DuKaoLan =.=

Not gonna say anything more for now ,
'cause I don't know exactly what they are gonna' do
Shall go training tomorrow ,
maybe they'll tell us their decision .
KNBE !

I don't know exactly what I was waiting for ,
but every moment that I'm with you ,
feels like everything I've been waiting for .

Bounce

Hakka .

2010-12-06T22:44:00.003+08:00

Hello ;)

My blog have been rather dead due to exams .

Oh well , so here I am to revive it for a while ?

I wanna dye & cut my hairrrrrrr D;
Shall wait for ONE more week ...

Anyway , had Pengajian Am (1) today .
2pm - 4pm . 60 objective questions .
I finished around 3pm & slept for one hour straight .
Sweat like some mad goat . Fucking hot weather lor today =.=
Accounts (1) on Wednesday , 2pm=5pm again ...

Wasted my whole evening watching funny videos on Facebook .
Laugh Die Me I tell you =DDDD

Received a msg about the PA answer just now from my friend .
I checked and ... HOHH-MAII-GODD .
I only got 18 questions wrong , means 42 correct ! LOLOLOLOLOL .
Well , normally the highest I would get in school exam is just 30+
Shooooo proud of myself ;))) Damn sibeh heh-pee .
I want an A for Pengajian Ammmm laaaah !
Gave me the ohm to study Accounts now .
Hehe .

training tomorrow morning , 10am - 12pm .
Then I have to rush to SS15 MCD ,
for my final revision of Accounts Paper (1) with my friends
Gosssh , I don't wanna fail ):
Scared die me lor .

Urggghhh , If I get kicked out from the team ....
That time really JeePetLot lor I tell you .
Rush here rush there , spent money like pee all .
Need to get scolding on court , parents & friends some more .
Punanniii =.= Buttt , on the bright side ,
I get to lose weight & exercise & learn from those Ah Jies ;)
& they provide training allowance & I get to learn Hakka from Dorish xD
But still ... Ahh , Since I'm halfway there , then fugg it larh ;)

Study people .
STPM is still on ,
though it has already ended for some .
D; Unfairrrrrr .
Zzz . Baiiih laah !

Pressure makes Diamonds
Bounce

Lagu .

2010-11-29T20:55:00.006+08:00

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吵架规定我先认输

相爱轻松相处需要用功
心甘情愿你说向西边走我就不会往东

大女人凡事你作主小男人是我的风度
订做两人特别的舞步

大男人也想被保护小女人会给你幸福
因为爱你从来不辛苦(这就够满足)

无可救药爱上你笑的天真无辜
生气凶的像老虎

爱你命令我态度还爱的顽固
爱你的付出不隐藏

相爱轻松相处需要用功
心甘情愿你说向西边走我就不会往东

大女人凡事你作主小男人是我的风度
订做两人特别的舞步

大男人也想被保护小女人会给你幸福
因为爱你从来不辛苦(这就够满足)

有我全力以赴完整的照顾
因为爱你你也爱我ㄧ定要幸福

凡事你作主小男人是我的风度
订做两人特别的舞步

大男人也想被保护小女人会给你幸福
因为爱你这就够满足

小男人因为爱你这就是幸福

Sparks .

2010-11-13T15:22:00.005+08:00

Finally , Sultan Cup came to an end .
Thanks god ... Sick of it already .
Closing ceremony later .

Won U6BC , 55-45 ! :D
Idk why but I think we played damn slow yesterday .
Well , slow but steady lah .
That's a good thing .
Third place this year .
Last year we lost to Gombak & got 4th .
Like I told Gary , slowly climb the leader lar .
Last year 4th , This year 3rd , Next year 2nd , The year after next 1ST !
Eheheheh . We'll see . Revenge ;D

Had dinner after match yesterday .
Was damn happy during dinner ,
I know my friends thought I was annoying ):
Beh tahan me . Yerr ...
But I really felt like one of my stress went away sudah ,
Kegembiraan maaah ...
Now tinggal STPM D;

I would like to thank SohaiSokFan ,
For helping out A LOT throughout the whole tournament .

I would like to thank Renee ,
For forcing herself to play this tournament eventho SPM is near .

I would like to thank Gary ,
For sponsoring foods after match ;)
& actually putting an effort to be there for us this time .

I would like to thank PehWun ,
For being there every match ,
eventho she's always rushing from work .

I would also like to thank Andrea Cheow ,
For trying to be there every match
LOL .
I know , we've been harsh on you .
But you hanged in there
& went through all those bullshits .
Sorry & thanks for not giving up :)

I would like to thank all my teammates too ,
for putting up with my terrible temper ,
& being a great teammate & team
:D

Last but not least , I would also like to thank the Bald Guy ,
for being a total useless & worthless piece of shit .
& for being so 无能
=)

Ask " your " young players to stop joining our PJST training ?
Just because Gary scolded KhaiQi during Sultan Cup .
& she wasn't as " star " as she was ,
just like the other teams that she ever played .
You really cannot accept the fact that she's not THAT good huh ?
I'm not saying that she can't play ,
its just that take a look at our team lah pls .

You have no idea that your players are fed up with your lies too eh ?
here lie there lie . Mou Lan Yong =.=
You even ask them to lie to me ,
but they told me the truth ! HAH !
You see you , even your " own players "
also behtahan you every time lie to people ah .
知不知丑啊你？

& you call them " YOUR PLAYERS " ?
Lols . Please lah , they are not under you okay ?
What have you done for them ?
Instead of using money to buy jersey & shoes =.=
You don't even have a proper team nor a proper training .
here pull there pull players from everywhere in Selangor
=.= Know how to pull , dunno how to take responsibility .
=.=

Since you took the FIRST step ,
I will take the THIRD step to stop you
;)

You Lifeless Punani .

Yes , I called you a Punani ,
Not a Kunchi ,
'cause you memang Kunchi Elekkk !
_l_

Oh , I went to school yesterday ,
Apparently I applied for scholarship beginning of this year
& I got it now =.= SO LONGGGGGG .
Like PehWun say , 等政府养你啊，饿死你就有份 ! LOL
Oh well , At least they gave me money also lar .
For the first time in my life , I love the government :)
Banyak durian runtuh weiihh !
Some more Nov & Dec I tak ada school
I got no pocket money from my parents , so yeaahh :D

And ... You know what ,
I actually miss you .
HsiaoFen suddenly asked questions about you , me & us .
Seriously , I don't know how to answer her at all .
Ahhhhhh . Suan lah ...
As long as we're still friends (;
You & I will always be an unfinished business .

HiHi
^^

Maybe some people are meant to fall in love with each other ,
but never meant to be together .
Bounce

Eleven .

2010-11-12T00:30:00.005+08:00

Flower in my garden ;)
Chan-tekk

I am fat .
Hedge-Emm-Gee .

Shall set a target for myself right now .
Within a week , I will lose that 2 blardee kgs that infiltrated my body .
:)

Going to school in 6 hours time . Gosh , it's been a while .
LOLs . Gotta take my exam slip & some biasiswa ?
Don't really rmbr applying for any scholarships .
But teacher said I got it ? o.O shall go to school to ask her tomorrow .

Night , 3rd / 4th placing against U6BC !
Niama , this match ... 非赢不可
Lost to them last match , BIG MISTAKE .
This time , revenge is ours :DD
* Guan Yin Ma Pohhh Pii *
Hopefully everyone plays well tmr :)

Just came back from Puchong btw .
Stupid SokFan lured me with those blardee Sihams D;
Mother , Couldn't resist the temptation & flew there .
Oh well , since its just a 5 minutes drive away anyway
Went to see my Paa's match after that .
As usual , I enjoy watching him play :)
BubbleTea before going home , everything SokFan belanja-ed .
Nyahahahahahahaha ;) I sponsor petrol .

My OO CHEH just above my elbow =.=
Renee got one too .
Got it when we played with U6BC .
Urgh , Revenge tomorrow !!! D;

And , SokFan ,
My cute picture that you've been waiting for
;DTanpa edit weih ,
Straight out from my phone 30 minutes ago .
LOLs .

Kay , continue study a 'lil bit
& tido time dah .
School tomorrow !

By the way ,
Happy Birthday
Edwin Lee Cherng Yeh !:D

Good Night punani-punani sekalian !
xD

I don't need to find a million reasons why do I love you .
Because looking at you just explains everything .
Bounce

Maaaaalas .

2010-11-10T22:17:00.005+08:00

Studied a 'lil bit this afternoon ,
couldn't concentrate & decided to clear my msg inbox .
'Cause my phone is damn lag already .
Arranged messages by contacts .
Elle-Pee-DoubleYou alone , a total of 1201 msgs since Oct 11 .
Lols , the rest are like 100+ or 60+ or a pathetic 1 .
Slowly read through all 1201 msgs & wet-ed & fell asleep .

HAHAHA . Kay , that sounded wrong . But I didn't wet much laaaaah ,
'cause the wetness only last from Oct 10 'til Oct 25 .
Everything you said still melts my heart , eventho it was only like 2 weeks .
Didn't delete those msgs 'cause I mm seh dak mau delete , seriously .
Still can't believe what happened between us .
人，说变就变 . Haiih ... Wrong timing again maybe ? ...
But like I told you , 我没有必要逼自己去不喜欢你 .
So , I'll just wait & let it be :)

Was sitting in between my mom & dad just now watching TV .
Brother came out from his room , LOL-ed at us =.=
And said : " I see , Mother Bear , Father Bear & my Brother Bear ! "
=.=

Speechless .

Hello , handsome ;)
Anyone know who's this guy ?
I wanna stalk him .
Heeehhheee .

Talked to someone on Facebook Chat the other day 'til 4 am .
Memories came flashing back again ... Urgh .
You & I will always have unfinished business D;

Exactly 2 more weeks from today ,
I'll be facing my first paper for STPM
:) Okay , fuck that . I am lazy .
Did not finish studying any of my subjects .
Semuaaaaa sikit-sikit sahaja D;

Tmr , rot at home & STUDY .
Friday , mungkin go to school then go for match at night .
Saturday , Morning coaching . Night closing for Sultan Cup.
Sunday , Morning work . Night maaakaaan ? Hmmm , nothing's confirm yet .

Just realized that I damn long never balik ke sekolah edi ,
Omg , damn terasing with my friends liao lor .
I feel like some school drop out right now . LOLs .

Am really looking forward to Dec 15 ,
the last day of my STPM . Then I'm free ;D
First thing I wanna do is dye my hair . LOLs .
I know my hair dah sibeh damaged , but Ohhh Well ;)
I will consult my beloved hairstylist .

Saw the notice on Facebook just now ,
Agong Cup starts on Dec 17 ... Wtf .
This means that if I'm selected to play for Selangor ,
or ATM or wtv team , I 16 haribulan sudah kena pergi Segamat .
Weih ... Bu Hao Wan ): Shall see how things go laah .
Worry so fast for what kan ?

Kinda' think that I'm ruining my own future right now with basketball .
Dah lah exam nak sampai , hari-hari main bola ,
tak mau belajar dengan bersungguh-sungguh .
Well , frankly speaking , I think I'll do badly for my STPM .
Hohhh - Maii - Gaaddd =.=
All I can really do now is study as much as possible
& get my ass prepared by Nov 23rd ...

STOP PROCRASTINATING LIAO .

SeiPokKai !

Be my penguin ,
Because when a penguin finds its mate ,
They'll stay together forever .
Bounce

Habiskan lah .

2010-11-04T01:25:00.017+08:00

Last night , I had a fight with XinLei ,
'Cause she was pissed at me for no reason again .
She does that to me every fucking week =.=
I'm damn stress recently that's why I couldn't take it anymore .

I want Sultan Cup to end as soon as possible .
This is the first time ever I felt this way towards a tournament .
I'm fed up of all these bullshits , seriously .

Planned to study properly today again .
But nooo , that fella had to msg me early in the morning
& tell me he didn't gao dim the cheque
'Cause he's busy working & his boss don't let him out .
DaiLou , I told you since Monday , you today only tell me ?!
I today whole day no car some more _l_
Wasted like another RM 2 or 3 calling people
& ask them to help gaodim the cheque .
In the end , SokFan was the life saver again ...

Went on Twitter , saw stuffs that really really added oil to my fire .
I'm sorry for whatever that I've ever said to you ,
Yes , I do agree that I am over the limit sometimes .
but you think properly larh , if I'm a blardee asshole ,
Would I even bother to fetch you to places like OneUtama , your TTDI library .
that is god-damn near your house
When I stay so far away from you ? Please .
I don't hate you at all . Maybe you hate me lah , IDK .
But lets just say , today you stepped on my wrong foot at the wrong time .

On the way to Cheras , found out from YuenYin that that fella
actually did not work , instead he went Karaoke session with his KL chicks . WTF
This , affected my mood . I was damn pissed at him .
Mahai , this is the 3rd time you lied to me ,
Help me do little bit of things also cannot meh ?
Fuck you lah , I am seriously sick and tired of all your lies and bullshits .
I am not going to help you go for your SinChew Cup meeting this Saturday anymore .

Then , the fucking road was damn jam .
Was supposed to follow ChinPeng's car , but she drove damn fucking fast .
=.= Ended up lost in Cheras we took the wrong road ,
I turned & turned around Cheras for 30 mins ,
then only managed to went back out .
I was damn pissed , you know people following behind ,
Drive properly cannot meh ? stop at the side for while can die ar ?
Diu . Then , Zen & YuenYin saw the wrong number =.=
I seriously went crazy in the car after that .
Made me burst out for nothing ! DDDD:

Ignored a lot of Gombak players while I was running to court just now .
Felt damn damn damn bad about it .
It was all because I was late & I was pissed =.=
Screw the match lah ... Don't wanna elaborate about it .
Went yamcha with Gary after that , sent YuenYin home
& I actually cried while telling her my problems ...
And yes , I cry a lot lately ...

_________________________________________________________

I spent 3 hours typing this out .
Take your time to read please .

Yes , I know I shouldn't have scolded her that way on Twitter ,
I know I was too much . I have my limits , she has her own limits too .
I know , everything you're doing now is for the team .
You sacrifice your time just to help us out with our matches .
You even had to lie to your parents .

I never hated you for telling me the truth or standing up for her or whatsoever .
But I just think that you should actually hear my side of the story first :)
I understand & I accept your point of view & I did what you told me to ,
I did sent her a sorry message because I think what you said is true .
Plus all these while I kept saying " I'm already 19 , no time to quarrel with small kids " ...
And I know , you are responsible of taking care of her ,
'Cause you are the one who asked her to join us ...
Like I said again , 勉强没有幸福 ...
Have you ever asked her , is this what she wants ?
他的心到底在不在这里 ?
他给我的感觉是，他根本不想再打球了，你知道吗？

I am also aware that i need to control my temper .
I really tried my best just now . Trust me :)
I think the main reason why I burst out like that just now is
because I can't stand all these shits anymore .
我一整天只在忙着篮球 , 我连读书的时间都没有。
Still want to come fan kao me with these kinda' nonsense .
可能你在觉得我在小题大作，简简单单的事情都要那来烦 .
可是你不是我，你真的不知道我面对的压力有多大 ...
我原本以为从篮球，我可以减轻我的压力。可是我错了，我反而更烦 ...
从练球，到队员，到参赛，到交通，到金钱，到比赛，都是我一手包完 .
Do you understand how I would actually feel is something goes wrong ?
竟然我选错了，路还是要走完他，不然就半途而费，什么都没有

Let me ask you all ...
How would you feel if one day , the only coach you ever trusted ,
the one that gave you all the protection in the world ,
the one who gives you confidence ,
who you truly believe , suddenly disappears again ?

And you ... the only surviving senior , all alone ,
trying to maintain the team , trying to keep everyone's spirit together ,
trying to convince everyone that we're still good even though coach isn't here .
trying so hard & expects nothing in return .
All you really wanna see & hope for is for your juniors to improve ,
Continue playing basketball & have fun while they're at it .
Every week , I had to beg people to come training ...
Call & call , Persuade & persuade ...
I almost gave up , seriously .
I almost wanted to just stop everything & just bubarkan the whole team .
'Cause I was very very tired & 真的很辛苦 ...

While the worst part was , looking at my juniors ,
they obviously did not improve much .
I feel very useless you know or not ?
I know how much they are able to perform & their capabilities ,
but I just can't give them the encouragement & strength that they always get from him .
Then all of a sudden , one day , this person came in .
That person told me , 你知不知道为什么我会进你们的队？那是因为我不要打球了好不好 ?
... Do you know how angry I was when I heard that person said this to me ?
I straight away said , WALAOWEH , 你当我的队是什么 ?! ...

她根本就没有把我们放在眼里 ... 你知道我觉得几生气吗？
讲到很像我那班小的球员很无能你知道吗？
妈的，你以为你每一年学联拿冠军就很了不起了吗？
如果我教练没有不见的话，我告诉你，
今年的青年杯，分分钟不是你们拿冠军好不好 !

好啦，现在你无家可归，我们收留你 ...
可是你有想过你给我们的那些态度是怎样的吗？
如果你是真的很不愿意，那为什么不要彻底地拒绝我们？

可能你会说，因为你还小而不懂事可是小姐，
难道你不会好好地用脑去想一想吗？
难道你没有理智吗？
你说过的那句话，我凭没有告诉过任何人 ...
我心里的不爽, 也是今天才讲出来 ...
你是一个很有天份的球员，这是事实。
肥猫不要浪费掉你的天份，所以才会酱守护着你，
虽然肥猫也是你在这个队里比较亲的人，
可是这不代表你可以像刚才酱不尊重他嘛 !

我告诉你，只要你有心想继续打球。
我们这里每一个都很乐意的帮你，
协助你, 把那虎头砍下来给你坐。
可是如果你选择放弃，那我们也没办法，
只是希望你不要把肥猫所为你付出过的浪费掉 ...

我希望你看了会明白，我的队，不是一个烂队，
也不是什么垃圾桶的队，
我们这里的每个球员都是有STANDARD , 有礼貌, 有志气，有尊严
都会至少尊重一下啦 ...
所以 , 请你不要再看不起我的队了 .
你的所做所为，有时 ... 真的太过份了.

无论如何 , 在这里，我再一次的跟你说声对不起，
以后，你的私人事，我不会去多嘴或干涉了
:)

... 还有我真的希望我们我们这一队
大家不要再吵架了, Okay ?
那一切在 TWITTER 所吵过的东西，不要再提了，
你有你的看法，他有他的看法 ...
大家就好好地互相接受与包容吧。

我们还有很遥远的路要一起走，
不要为了一个外人而破坏我们之间的友情 .
这一次就怪在我身上好不好？
我无法好好地看着你们 ...
I'm not a good senior .
I can't even control myself .

下一场，好好地一起加油吧大家 !

Bounce

21 days .

2010-11-02T21:06:00.005+08:00

Daddy : " When is your STPM ? This month right ? "
Me : " Yes , 23rd lor . "
Daddy : " Are you ready for your exam ? "
Me : " Yes , of course . "
Daddy : " You better be . You better do well for your exam . "
Me : " Okay . I will . "

I JUST TOLD MY DAD A FREAKING LIE
):
I AM SO NOT READY FOR IT .
FML . 21 DAYS LEFT !

Went 3C library to study with SheaWen today .
Then SokFan tagged along & teman me to Summit after that .

Bought new basketball shoes
'Cause my old free Nike shoes I got from Selangor last year ,
sudah ada lubang oo ... DDD;

RM 279 , 30 % discount ,
So only paid RM 220 lah .
Wanted to buy Kobe shoes
but those available are kinda' low cut & EXPANSIVE .
KNBE , I am officially broke edi lor .

):

Eh-Nii-Weii , played the last game for KL Open yesterday .
4th place , Lost by 5 points to Prosports & got into extra time .
Everyone damn damn no form yesterday lor =.=
No ball luck at all . I even missed my underbaskets
And I took like 10 3point shots , Only 1 masuk . Wtf .
Prosports were leading all the way 'til 3rd quarter ,
We managed to take a 7 points lead .

Well , the most ChiGek part was ,
4th quarter , with only 10 seconds running down the clock ,
We were down by 3 points .
Opened the ball & passed to Bonnie ,
Then Bonnie got double-teamed at 死角 ,
Somehow she managed to pass the ball to me ,
I took the ball just before the 3 point line and throw it up .
Some dumb girl came and foul me =.=
Got 3 free throws & 3.2 seconds left on the clock .

OMFG , do you know how gan jeong I fuckin' was ?!
The whole match my free throw percentage was less than 50% .
Stupid LiuWenNee & her team was there to BOO me .
Kept shouting 他不会进球的啦 !
进不进？不进 !!
Then the home team supporters were there making alot of noise too .
My teammates were like 把握ahh ! 一定要把握ahh !
My hands were shaking & I was damn stress again . =S
But then , miracle happened ,
I got 3 out of 3 free throws & we tied .
LOLs . IN YOUR FACE MOTHERFUCKA'
Was damn proud of myself after that !
Then Prosports called a time out
& YokePing took a 3 point shot ...
Airball .

Extra time , I kinda' blame myself for losing tho ,
I kept on rushing to get score ,
instead of playing smart )=
Arghhh , regrets ... =.=
Hopefully I don't ulang Sejarah during Sultan Cup weih .
O;

Sucky 2.0MP phone -.-
Saw that two scratches on my forearm ?
Pain die me .
Got that from Miss Lim Peh Wun yesterday .
She scratched me like hell ,
I banged her fall down DD;
A lot of people thought we had a fight or something before the match
That's why play until like that . LOL

First match for Sultan Cup tomorrow against SSLAI ,
Omfg , sure lose liao de loh =.=
Hopefully won't lose that much lah .
Shall Facebook sekejap & continue studying .
Seriously no time for me to slack edi ...
Arghhh .

And I'm thinking about removing my cbox .
Wtf weihh , Kena spammed like siaw =.=
What BellaCute , CindyCute , SallyCute , Hotstuffs all.
Fark off lah , OMFG , damn fan =.= tiu

我一路向北
离开有你的季节
你说你好累
已无法再爱上谁

Bounce

Soh High .

2010-10-31T00:46:00.011+08:00

I need my life back .
Been very very busy for the past few days .
And obviously for the coming weeks too .
I can't even concentrate anymore .

But I was damn disappointed with our SS3 training just now ,
If I know it wouldn't make much difference ,
I would've just cancel it off & ask those Sultan Cup players strait go opening .
Wasted my credit , people's petrol & had to go through all those bullshits & mafan people .
I actually thought for once , the whole fucking team could actually train properly .
But ahhh , fuck lah . Everything was just a waste of time seriously -.-
I even had to beg people to go opening for me ,
Kinda' ruined my friendships with my juniors & the seniors
I actually kinda' screwed Bonnie 'cause she wanted to skip training for clubbing .
Haihhh =.= But I do wanna thank my friends for helping me out tho :)
& I'm really sorry for all the trouble caused & my pms temper D:

Gary talked alot to me just now , but this time , after talking to him ,
He seriously made me THINK ; He said :
你一个人付出酱多，你真的会很累，会有很多压力的你明白吗？
他们会珍惜吗 ... ？那你最后得到的又是什么 ... ？
You can call your players , talk to them or force them to go training .
You can even screw them upside down , inside out ,
I know you tried your best to maintain the team while I was gone ,
I know you tried your best to keep the fire burning in everyone's heart ,
But , if the player's heart is no longer in this sport ,
You're actually wasting your time .

" Why didn't you find someone to help you settle these things ? " Gary asked .
Well , I trusted Bonnie on finding the sponsors , nothing was done .
ChinPeng is always missing in action & paktoh-ing , who else ?
Others got studies & stuff . Botak ?
He seemed very busy to me , fly here fly there fly everywhere .
很PhekChek . 自己拿来衰 =.=

STPM is just 24 days away .

Maybe what he said is right , I should have just skipped this tournament
& study hard for my exam ...
But I made my decision & everything's almost done right now .
There's no turning back . It's seriously now or never .
I have to manage my time or ... Bye Bye Universities D;
Nowadays , I realized that I've been sitting down with my book & daydream for few hours
Just sit there & termenung while my mind is totally blank =.=
I feel very weird but I tend to do that a lot .
Something is very wrong with me . LOLs .
CONCENTRATE LAH BITCH

Kay , whatever lah , from today onwards ,
不管是在篮球上或感情上，LOL , 我都不会再付出那么多了 ...
因为我发现，到最后，累的人，只有我一个 .
Maybe my life would be better this way :)
I am seriously very , very tired right now ...
So good night people .

And this has made me realized too that
I am very bad at managing my stress & temper .
Shall do something about it ASAP .

Gosh , I feel damn good now after blogging
:D
Bounce

Huat-The-Fart .

2010-10-29T23:43:00.005+08:00

Wooo , my little 潘潘 So freaking LengChai ♥
I actually watch 爱无限 because of him weih !

Anyway , was damn stress throughout the whole day today ,
Everything finally came to an end around 9.30pm just now .
zOMG , Don't elaborate much about it , made my life miserable .
Sleep Sleep Sleep ... Sms came in ... * ignore * ...
Sms came in again ... *IGNORE* ... Phone rings .
ADOIHH ! Beh khun at all . Dukaolan =.=
Can't even concentrate while studying just
now . I guess I worry too much ?
But , thanks to SokFan for helping me calm down
& she emo-ed as well cause of * ehemm *

___________________________________________________

Was flipping thru those old pichas with my mum just now .
Saw little Khennie junior :D
DAMN GAO XIAO LOR . lols
Shall share my ladylike moments with you guys .
♥

Princess ;DDD

Staring at someone's butt ? O.o

Daddy !
Gosh , I think my dad is more handsome right now .
He used to be so Malay-ish & ... fat :P

OKAY , THIS IS SERIOUSLY CMI =.=
Ugly shit =.=
Pfft !

Ahaha . Okay , Now ...
I think the hottest picture of all is this one ;D

Little Khennie junior =)

Awwwwwww ,
In my fav Minnie dress sumore .
FTW ! :D

" 你给我三个理由来解释为什么我蠢啦 ! "
" 喔，容易啦 ... 你蠢因为你喜欢我 , 你蠢因为你追我 , 你很蠢因为你想要跟我在一起 . "
" 可是你喜欢上了一个好人，所以值得蠢 ♥ ... "

I finally found you ,
My missing puzzle piece ;
I'm complete .
Bounce

Nett .

2010-10-29T13:45:00.002+08:00

Read this article on Facebook about kids ,
teenagers & young adults nowadays who are
too hooked up with money , clubbing , branded stuff , etc .
Spend some time to read it cause i find it
Damn effin' true ... Altho its kinda' long lah :)

夜店學壞很快
__________

夜店是个神奇的场所
跑车、名牌、美女
去夜店学坏很快
首先改变你的审美、其次粉碎你的梦想
在这个场合内敛和低调没有市场
人们要的是直接、快速、虚张声势、及时行乐
人们搜索着自己的猎物、自己慢慢地变成动物
这里最多的是扭曲的肢体和表情
堆砌出来的笑容、还是掩盖不了眼中的空洞
缺爱的人来到这里..
而这里最缺的、却就是爱本身

女人
每个女人都喜欢名牌
LV Gucci 是初级阶段
稍微上点品的
喜欢Balenciaga、Chanel
但却无比雷同地指向同一个款式
所有的女人都梦想30岁之前拥有一个Birkin
那当你30岁之后你还能追求什么?

男人
每个男人都要有一部好车
SLK、Z4起步
钱多的喜欢911
所有男人的终极梦想是拥有一部F430或者盖拉多
当你拥有这一切之后你还能追求什么?

虚荣，是人类最初的劣根性

我们经常听到这样的话：
"我新认识一个男的！叫XX、开奔驰、宝马、
保时捷一系列的好车、家住哪里、浑身Dior 、Homme"

太可悲..
你连人家全名都没搞清楚、就已经投入了别人的怀抱
你习惯了被人注目
你慢慢被浮华包围
慢慢在物欲和虚荣的光环中、渐渐膨胀、迷失自我
从ipod到imac你样样都有

环顾四周..
你的房间里有一本真正的书吗?
全文字的那种
你能拼写出Salvatore Ferragamo一字不差,
却连问服务员要张纸巾都不会说

我们这一代人的起点太高、梦想的太多
我们看了太多偶像剧和电影
觉得我们就该拥有那样的生活
我们不能接受漫长等待
因为我们习惯了快速、快一点再快一点
我们希望在人生最美好的时候拥有一切
一旦真的拥有了、我们又能干什么?
要求更多吗?

即使是暴富、也是需要时间的积累和机会来临前的慢慢等待
看看我们周围..
哪个暴发户是在他们20多岁的时候爆发的?
45岁发财已经算年轻了
五六十岁才刚刚起步的也大有人在
就凭我们这点能力、也想在20几岁拥有整个世界?

花钱这档子事儿是不需要技术含量的
我们沉迷其中
而对于有技术含量的东西、比如赚钱、我们却不屑一顾
学生们不需要考虑现实
毕业的人们逃避现实

...

不愿工作
为什么不愿工作?
我们觉得自己很牛B
什么都会、什么都懂
好玩的好吃的个个知道
从GT3到GTR台台玩过
去上班却连双面复印都不会
面对有200多个按钮的复印机就傻了
这玩意怎么比跑车还复杂?

我们有太多的理由来逃避工作
薪水低
薪水确实低
一个月的薪水也满足不了我们一个周末的流量
怎么办?
如果你爹是自己的生意、那就复杂了、自家做吧！
你是太子、是大小姐
员工都拍你马屁、教你东西?
开玩笑、教会你、他们怎么黑你爹的钱?
供应商都想从你这个嫩头儿下手
就你那点阅历、被人卖了都不知道怎么死的

去那些叔叔伯伯的公司做吧
就那点收入、还不够你爹去还人情的
自主创业?
别开玩笑了...
连做人最基本的道理都不懂
创业只会通过赔钱来奉献社会
老老實實學點本事比較實在

我们的人生之所以精彩
只是因为你和你爸同姓而已
你所有值得骄傲的东西都是你的家族给你的
即使你长的好看一点儿、也是你父母的DNA决定的

我们的人生有很多梦想
要住怎样的房子、要开怎样的车子、要过怎样的生活
这些梦想难道还要让你快50岁的亲爹、用60岁之前的岁月来帮你完成吗?
长那么大你为家里做过些什么?
你有些什么东西是值得你爹在朋友面前炫耀一番的?
没有！

把我们身上的名牌衣服都脱掉
换件廉价、没板型的T恤
Gucci LV Balenciaga Chanel 通通丢到一边
搭地铁去门口站着
你就什么都不是！
没有谁会多看你一眼
傲慢、妒忌、暴怒、懒惰、贪婪、色欲
这些都是人生来便有的劣根性
现在却被我们发挥到了极致

曾经醉生梦死、分不清好人坏人
喜欢混蛋、讨厌真心
在黎明降临时昏睡、在手机震动时、慌乱的打理好自己
接着又是一场逢场作戏、纸醉金迷
看到的世界是颠倒的、没有明天、未来
头疼片、解酒药一次次增加
醒来发现已经一无所有、不敢去想所谓的生活

突然有一天在镜子前擦去厚厚的浓妆
才发现20几岁的自己早已苍老
抬眼看看空空荡荡的四周、和满地的烟蒂、酒瓶、

這就是我們の青春嗎?

Bounce

Near .

2010-10-27T22:46:00.004+08:00

Uhh , I'm feeling damn stress right now .

Got the registration form for Sultan Cup on Monday ,
Then , baru I realized that we actually have 13 players =.=
Need to make decision again for the team's roster .
Then ... STUPID REG FORM was in PDF format .
How the fuck to edit ? Wanted to convert the file to XML format , cannot =.=
Had to convert the stupid file to rich text format .
Then all the chinese word & alignment gone case -.-
Spent 5 hours editing that stupid piece of shit .

Next , crop pictures & type in the infos . Sien Lan Dou Hai Gam .
Thank god President Cup's form still got their info .
If not ... GG.com again . Called Bonnie ... Ask her to gao dim sponsor ...
She say ok ok . Buthen the WaterBoy fella mm tak han pulak .
SO HAVE TO WAIT 'TIL TMR THEN ONLY SEE HOW .

STPM is just fucking 26 days away .
I just realized that I'm in need to start studying ?
Andd ... Just when I wanted to study just now ...
Got a call from the Selangor 篮总 guy
Saying that Sultan Cup's Opening Ceremony is this Saturday .
Need 8 person to be there AND there's a possibility that we might be having match too .
DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD:

I'm having coaching course this & next weekend from 8am-10pm & you're telling me that ?!

Never mind ... Called Gary ... Gao dim the team roster .
Suddenly , he told me that from this week onwards we got no SS3 court to use
& all the training have to shift to USJ6 to train if they allow
'Cause Mr.Lau lend SS3 to ChooJie for LumMunChak trainings .
So that means , I have to 安排 people go there if there's training .
=.= Diu . Everytime got important tournament we 无家可归 =.=

I know , it doesn't look like a big deal to some of you guys ,
but things are too last minute right now , everything tak boleh confirm .
& if anything goes wrong later I ter-make pihak yang mana-mana tak gembira ...
Sure kena diu again one later . Seriously 自己拿来衰 =.=
So whoever that is playing Sultan Cup , don't fucking give me any extra trouble pls .
OR ELSE , I'll SCREW YOU LEFT & RIGHT , UPSIDE DOWN , INSIDE OUT
:)

I seriously need to start polishing back my English

你问我为什么笑，是因为痛苦，
太痛苦你知不知道？
如果不笑的话，受不了...
Bounce

Long .

2010-10-20T14:28:00.007+08:00

I need a haircut .

Shall cut my hair tomorrow !
:D

_________________________________________________________

Anyway ,
Another song !
(=

好好就好 - 何潤東 & 景甜

我不知道爱你倔强时的语调
还是像孩子一样傻傻的笑
只能说我对你一切都有感觉
感觉告诉我和你跑不掉

我只知道喜欢看你为我烦恼
因为不在乎才懒得计较
原谅我太爱你才会越闹越糟
生气了也是为了要和好

好好在一起就好
不能为你烦恼更烦恼
宁愿为你睡不着
别的幸福送给我都不要
好在分开过也好
终于明白你有多重要
爱须要吵吵闹闹
没人像你闹出一场拥抱
你往哪里找

我不知道爱你像温习的小猫
还是喜欢你坚强时的骄傲只能说
锰跳的心谁都瞒不了
只要接近你就平伏不了

我们做的傻事没第三个人知道
还问你对我认识有多少
难道我亲吻时的心跳是假冒
那么吵难道你真听不到

好好在一起就好
不能为你烦恼更烦恼
宁愿为你睡不着
别的幸福送给我都不要
好在分开过也好
终于明白你有多重要
爱须要吵吵闹闹没人像你
闹出一场拥抱

我的世界加上你的世界
比起我们的爱还要小
问题有多大爱就有多大
还有什么大不了都忘掉

好好在一起就好
不能为你烦恼更烦恼
宁愿为你睡不着
别的幸福送给我都不要
好在分开过也好
终于明白你有多重要
爱须要吵吵闹闹没人像你
闹出一场拥抱
哪里找

We were so good together ,
How come we could not weather ,
This storm and just do better ,
Why did we say goodbye ?
Bounce

Nais .

2010-10-15T16:55:00.008+08:00

This song is damn damn damn IMBA .
♥
Loveeeee the lyrics
:)

房祖名 ft 龚芝怡 – 最好的我

我不在乎什么天长地久
我只在乎你想不想要拥有
一颗真心和温暖的手
在身後陪你微笑或泪流

我不在乎你下次回来待多久
我只在乎这心动前所未有
我不会走 'Cause I Love You So
想给你最好的我就算只是朋友

还想和你做朋友
想念 your big brown eyes
可爱的 lips I wanna kiss
I miss 想一直牵着你的手
但我还年轻心不定又能怎么办

Boy 有什么话开不了口

No worries 我只是用脑想过头
拥有了又想自由自由了又想拥有

等待着空逛着有话别保留
他们说刮风的时候
你总选择要一个人颤抖

Guess You'll Never Know
'Cause I'll Never Show

为了谁你不自由
我不在乎什么天长地久
我只在乎你想不想要拥有
一颗真心和温暖的手
在身後陪你微笑或泪流

我不在乎你下次回来待多久
我只在乎这心动前所未有
我不会走 'Cause I Love You So
想给你最好的我就算只是朋友

信不过别人把你追走
也信不过自己暂时把你拥有

你低头喝着酒别只顾喝着酒

做朋友是保护你最坏也是最好的藉口

我明白要你爱是荒谬的要求
我明白有些默契我必须要遵守
只是你眼眸走漏了一种
BABY BABY 想爱不能爱的哀愁

Hey , 好久不见重记得你钟意听
不如不见记得以前和你分享我的担心
烦恼还有我的骄傲
但现在我们之间却变得越来越有礼貌

When we broke up
你的朋友一定拍手说好
现在你身边的他们大概都不喜欢我
但是我还是我我还一样地活

The reason why 我决定离开
There is only one reason why
'Cause I know you deserve better and more ...
没了我大家信不过的那个星座
你一定要好好生活别想太多

为什么我写了这首歌只想用心对你说
I love you and I still do , I love you now
But it is just in a different way if I may
Hey , be sure I know you used to love me more
(appreciate)

But now , as a friend
我知道当我离开世界的那一天
你一定会流泪在我的照片前面
And I'll do the same
Not 'cause I was once your man
'Cause you've always been like my family to me

这不是秘密
但是你身边仍没有几多人知
流过的泪说过的话仍在我心中
虽然已经失去你
以后如果在街上碰到你和你心爱的那个谁
唔好避我会微笑带礼貌的心来面对

P.S. I wish you luck , wish you health , wish you love
with a smile and a hug
I wish you luck , wish you health , wish you love
with his smile and his hug

我不在乎你下次回来待多久
我只在乎这心动前所未有
But I have to go ... 'Cause I love you so ( I Love You So )
想给你最好的我就算是朋友

我不在乎什么天长地久
我只在乎你想不想要拥有
一颗真心和温暖的手
在身後陪你微笑或泪流

我不在乎你下次回来待多久
我只在乎这心动前所未有
我不会走 'Cause I Love You So
想给你最好的我就算只是朋友

Nice to meet you ,
I am very happy to have met you in my life
谢谢你 ... And here I wish love and health
Hope to see you again ...
Goodbye .

Wet .

2010-10-13T17:22:00.009+08:00

Pictures !

Yesterday ,
Puchong ...

♥

Ehehehehehe
:)

I want to be a better me ,
for you .
Bounce

Ten Ten Ten Ten ...

2010-10-10T23:59:00.006+08:00

Wooo , having exam tmr .
So ... This would just be a short update aite .

Gave Renee a belated surprise birthday party yesterday .
She was damn touched , thanks to her mum that made this happen .
MABA national juniors & some of PJST peeps went too .
Had a blast last night . Definitely one of the best nights of my life .
Well , eventho training canceled which made me emo for like an hour ):
AHAHAHAHA , but i still love my friends a lot (;
Took alot of crazy but very nice pictures together ...
Shall update it in the next post ...
Kinda' rushing now ... O;

Today , spent the whole day at Kepong with someone ...
Eheheheheheheheheheheheheheheh .
And my leg got better already ...
Match again tomorrow , but I'm not playing lar of course .
Need more rest ... Semi is more important :)

I am fucking happy right now .
I seriously can't believe that i actually asked .
I didn't have the guts to ask all these while
'cause I was scared , I scared the answer would be a " No "
Or simply , " I treat you macam kawan " , " don't have " ...
But ... :) You said " HAVE " ... Omfg . I'm still smiling until now .
I know you need some time , don't worry ,
I'll give you all the time in the world that you need ,
你是你，他是他。我凭没有把你当作任何人的代替品 ...
所以请放心，我对你真的是一片真心。相信我 , 我会等
:)

Wish me luck for my Pengajian Am paper tomorrow people !
I seriously need it 'cause I did not study at all .
D;

Just by hearing your name ,
or see things that are connected to you ,
I smile to myself & it simply makes my day really okay .
Bounce

Blow .

2010-10-08T20:32:00.006+08:00

Konnichiiwaa Pussies !
Miss me ?
:D

Went to school for 2 days only this week .
I don't know why I hate going to school so much =.=

Anyway , Monday ...
We won Prosports ! By 10 points , I think .
Our teamwork was damn awesome ... I got top scorer .
Ehehehehehe . 22 points babe ;DDD
Then Tuesday , went to school . Blaaaaah ...

Wednesday , BBQ Plaza @ Pyramid with
Jazz , Mole , ChinPeng & PehCheng .
A small gathering 'cause Jazz is going to Penang for her training .
Coming back next year DDD;

Yesterday , match again , against MVP .
We played well again I would say ,
without any coach or our beloved captain that ffk-ed us .
Miss Bonita Tan Tze Mun .
Got damn pissed before the match started . Deng .
We lost by 5 points ONLY .
I got top scorer again , 17 points this time tho :)
But ... along with a sprained thumb & ankle .
WHATTHEFUCK =.=

Gosh , I seriously behtahan that stupid " Ex-national Player " lor
PokKai , you how old , I how old ?
I guard you so tightly you beh song me worr .
Got brains or not ? Use brains to play pls .
Simply get angry . Got ball duwan play ball ...
Keep aiming to elbow me . Hahaha . Damn sohai =.=
Those auntie watching match also can see that you're trying to elbow me .
Made a fool out of yourself on the court .

Whatever happened on the court , stays on the court lar .
After match DON'T WANT to shake my hands worr .
I tried to shake with her twice ,
She used her sohai shoulders to push my hands away .
HAHAHAHA . GREAT SPORTSMANSHIP :D
Too bad you are no longer a national player .
if not I think you would make Malaysia proud :)

Some more want to go on Facebook
bising banyak-banyak macam chicken backside .
Uhh , Her another teammate said we play ball macam takao ?
Hello . If Khen wanna takao with you ,
Khen will make you feel pain okay .
If I really takao , how come the referee
never disqualify me or make me foul out har ?
Niamaa , I know that time you fall down ,
Duwan help you up larh .
Step on your sohai puki let you know what is pain :)

Boo sama itu sohai KL player-player !

Gosh , hate those two sohai =.=
But one of her teammate is damn good larh ,
I sprained my ankle , she came and helped me
Awwwwww .

That , I appreciate & respect
:)

Pictures below are taken by SSF ,
SohaiSokfan :)

Eeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
She camwhored with my phone D:My name but that ugly chick is not me =)
Tapak kakiku .

Supposed to have match right now ,
But my ankle & my thumb is damn damn bengkak now .
I can't walk properly at all =.=
Went to see doc , she said at least 2 weeks or maybe 1 month ?
'Cause my I bled a lot . That's why it swell like some elephant's leg .
Thank god I didn't go to school today .
if not I duno how the hell am I gonna' climb up 3 freaking floors
...

Coaching tomorrow morning again ,
I dunno how am I gonna teach them =.=
Maybe I'll just do simple stuff laah .
Urgh . Guess I won't be exercising at all for the next 7 days ?
And , And ... Monday got exam some more !
How to write with my thumb like this ?!
FML .

You are soooooo adorable (;
Bounce

Chain .

2010-10-04T13:12:00.005+08:00

Met my brother's new-soon-to-be girlfriend ,
Umita or something ?
Came down from ... Errr ,
Uzbekistan , I think ? lols .
I can't really remember what she said . Heh .
I was damn paiseh when I met her
'cause I was putting mask
& this new cucumber-mask thingy on my eyes
that I bought from SASA yesterday. zOMG

Stupid brother HAD to purposely intro her to me when I'm putting mask =.=
Was in a serious ID situation DDD;
But Omg ... She's like damn hot , like seriously ! LOLs .
Wayyy much better than his ex girlfiend . WAYYY ...
Got the Eurasian look & she got body ... haha
No wonder that bugger started to diet alot lately
& cleaned his room yesterday worrr
CHEHHHHH ! hahahaha .
SeiYeh .

Anyway , woke up around 12:30pm tadii .
Damn damn tired larh these few days .
Didn't sleep well , running around ,
was hardly even at home ):

Friday night , went makan BakKutTeh with Diane & Lien .
Saturday morning , coached Seafiled & Subang Utama
Headed over to MABA after that to send
SzeEn & Kimmy home from Under-16 selection .
Damn a lot of young pussies went weih ! Like wtf .
I remember when I was their age , maximum pun 20 only ,
But now ... 28 weih ! or maybe more than that . IMBA =.=
Saturday night , MABA again ... For KL Open's Opening Ceremony .
Yesterday morning , woke up damn early ,
Sent SzeEn to MABA for the last selection .
& I went Kepong at night for dinner .
Eheheheheheheh (;

Parked my car under some tree .
Niamaaa ! REGRET LOR !
Stupid birds , I dunno what kind of bird lar .
I think those sohai birds got shitting problem or something .
They diarrhea-ed at the front part of my car as if it was their new jamban .
Petpet ! My windscreen was filled with tones of bird poops .
One of it even got feather / fur sumore . WTF , wtv it is lar =.=

Drove my car in a shitty condition home ,
spent like half an hour to wash my car & still got damn alot left .
Some more I can't park inside my house cause no space edi .
Had to pull the paip pergi luar & A LOT of mosquitoes sumore .
Argghhh , Pissed like shit =.= My poor little Persona ):
But maybe its luck also eh . hahaha .
Shall ask my mother to buy number later =DDD

Skipped school today :)
Match tonight , playing against ProSport .
Hopefully can win lar ,
Lost 2 friendly matches to them before .
Eeeesh ...
GuanYinMa , tolong poh pii !
D:

btw , Good luck to those who are sitting PMR !
=)

听我说　爱是对的　错的是我们
还没学会爱就急着爱人而爱错人
Bounce

Never Mind .

2010-09-28T21:32:00.005+08:00

Went down to Kepong yesterday night ,
Supposed to have match but it rained =.=
Postponed 'til Thursday wor ...
Eeeeesh , what a waste of time , energy & money
Ended up eating with Bonnie , SokFan & PeiWen ,
SokFan was damn sampatt yesterday ,
Words can't describe her actions & our reactions .
You would just feel like slapping her . LOLs

Went to school today , damn nais lor the weather .
Slept like a pig in class while my classmates were busy doing Accounts .
zOMG , that's why i felt like a freaking pig =.=
Anywayy , Edwin was very very weird today in class ...
Lols . Took alot of video of him & posted it on Facebook .

Passed my Microeconomics paper , 54/100 .
Need my Macro paper to determine whether I pass or not .
But , I guess I won't fail de gua ... ?

And I failed my Accounts paper (1) , wtf .
Only managed to get 26/100 ,
Which means I need to get at least 54/100 for paper (2)
to pass my Accounts . LOLs .
Well , I guess that's not gonna happen
:)

STPM is exactly 55 days away .
Lets do some calculation ...

There's 24 hours in a day ,
And I need 8 hours of sleep a day , so ...

55 days X 8 hours = 440 hours
440 hours / 24 hours = 18 days of sleep

Hence , 55 days - 18 days = 37 days left

37 days includes my toilet diarrhea time ,
my basketball sessions , Facebook , bathe , eat etc .

Shall not minus them out ...
37 days scares me already ):

Uhhh , Speaking about STPM ,
I've not done my homework yet =.=
Sleeping and sloth-ing around the whole day .
Fck ... I'm such a lifeless bitch .

Baaiiih .

You are so stuck in my heart .
Bounce

Serious .

2010-09-26T22:10:00.004+08:00

Cute guys make us crazy ;
Hot guys make us drool ;
Cool guys make us daydream ;

But funny guys ...
They make us fall in love without ever knowing
=)

韦礼安 - 慢慢等

A song that describes my feeling .
:)

妳终究占据了我的心房我终于知道什么叫做疯狂
因为妳我不再怕黑暗想着妳让我更加勇敢
妳說妳害怕曾经受过的伤过去发生的情节让妳迷惘
害怕重演　在妳身上
怯步　让妳失去了方向

或许我没资格说什么(有谁不会害怕呢)
但我知道我会愿意等(妳相信我的时候)

我会慢慢等　慢慢等　慢慢等
慢慢等慢慢等慢慢等...等上线的铃声
慢慢等等到我都睡着了耐心等只为了心动那一刻

我会慢慢等　慢慢等　慢慢等
慢慢等慢慢等慢慢等...等红灯变绿灯
慢慢等当妳突然觉得冷我会握着温暖在在这里等着

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Won QiYi on Friday , 84-61 .
Wasn't really a tough game ,
They were really sharp during the first quarter ,
Scare the shits out of us =.=
Thank god everything went well after 2nd quarter .
It rained too . Lols .
Next match tomorrow night .

Get to see you again :)
Had a longggg talk with you on Thursday night .
Was effing happy since then . lols
But it was damn damn damn awkward with you in the car yesterday .
I wonder why ... :P
& please start believing me ,
I'm not joking all the time okay D;

Ehehehehehe :DD

MissYenChinPeng finally gave me her souvenir from Aussie .
She bought me a freaking yogurt .
I went home mau makan , buka je =.=
Macam makan spoiled milk ,
semuanya berketul-ketul .
Some more the cover there tulis ' SMOOTH & DELICIOUS ' wor .
What nonsense ! Dah basi onee DD:
OMG =.= Damn sad .
Well , I actually ate like 3 scoops then only realize larh ,
Confirm lau sai tomorrow liao ...
Eeeeeeesh ... )=

Was supposed to watch movie in Pyramid just now ,
But tak da mood ... =.=
Supposed to go Kepong :PPP as well .
but tak jadi , felt so lifeless .
I couldn't go home 'cause parents went out ,
& brother's not at home .
Thank god SokFan was there to teman me =)
Just came back from KotaKemuning ,
went yamcha with ChinPeng & SokFan .
Stupid ChinPeng sprained her ankle in Quatro on Saturday night .
Damn gao xiao ! hahahah .
We spent 2 freaking hours gossiping about someone .
I feel so sissy now DD;

And zOMG ,
My English is getting worst day by day .
DDD;

Maybe you're not that good at school subjects ,
but you're certainly damn good at stealing my heart .
Bounce

Pastry .

2010-09-23T01:36:00.005+08:00

Hi ... Khen's here to update !
Well , a short one lar .
Going to bed soon .
Exam started on Monday ,
Been really busy studying the past few days ,
Except for today ! O;
3 freaking BIG pimples grew on my face !
2 on my forehead & 1 hugeee one on my nose !
PokKai ah ... Niiamaa =.=

Accounts paper (2) tomorrow .
DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE .
Basically , I'm so screwed .
I did not study a single thing about Accounts the whole day .
Err , I planned to 8pm at first .
Then you had to come back from training after that ,
& you had to msg me . Okay lorrr .
Sambil trying to belajar sambil message you .
Then you had to tell me ' those ' things .

OMG , totally bo mood when the fella confessed to you -.-
I mean , I don't really understand why it actually bugged me so much
Maybe I'm just jealous ? HAHAHA . But thank god you rejected that person (=
Err , yeah , I was like riding an emotional roller coaster .
Don't really understand what you really mean sometimes D:
But oh well ... Since we decided to let it be , then we shall let it be .

Guess I'll fail my paper (2) tomorrow ?
I couldn't remember a thing about paper (2) basically .
Plus I didn't had the mood to study Accounts anymore .
Sad case lor seriously , Accounts used to be my favourite & easiest subject =.=
Now ... Ahhh , This is my balasan for slacking & ponteng-ing so much ...
Hopefully my classmates would be an angel to me tmr & teach me .
DDD;

I find my mother damn cute nowadays ...
Some lizard actually shitted on her head =.=
She opened the door to go outside of the house ,
Then she felt something watery dropped on her head ...
Touch touch touch ... It stinked then , she saw the shitting lizard on the wall .
Was on the phone with Rowena in the kitchen ,
Mother came in , cursed the lizard like mad then went straight to mandi .
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA . Damn lucky sial .

& she actually called my uncle a LanChiao =.=
'Cause my uncle called her Cheebuy on the phone ...
Imba sial . ahaha But of course ... they were playing larh .
Omg , Cinta sama dia laah ;)

Match @ Kepong on Friday night !
Get to see you I guess ? Hope so :)
Ahh . Nights people !
Wish me luck for my paper tomorrow !
)=

Sometimes ,
I just feel like giving up .
=/
Bounce

Empty .

2010-09-19T03:20:00.004+08:00

Abandoned my precious blog for a few days
'Cause I was sick & tired & busy & lazy
:)

Am here to update because the sad sad bird ,
Miss Lee Sze En asked me to .
I'm such a good friend .
Eeeeheheheheheh .

Well ,
After being sick for a few days ;
I got better ,

BUT ...

My lips became damn damn damn damn red
And it's kinda swollen too .
It dries up from time to time
& kinda' hurts
D;

Lack of water ?
Lols . Idk lah .
Looks kinda' sexy right now ,
'cause its pink ~ !
ahahhahaha

Okay , Pardon me
:)

Coached SubangUtama & Seafield kids this morning .
SheaWen came to help me out , THANK YOU FURBALL =)
Was kinda' fun ... But they seriously don't know anything at all .
Sorry to say this but their coach is damn useless
& now , he don't want to let go wor . BALIK LAR =.=

Went home , supposed to study , ended up sleeping again .
Was damn damn tired and fell asleep on my books DDD:
YuanWanggg . Mummy got damn angry at me the whole day ,
'Cause I forgot about the family dinner & decided to go training just now .
Ahh , I was so sad ... ):

Gary was late for training today 'cause he had to rush down from Penang =.=
16 people came today . Damn imba weihh our training nowadays .
Got " teen - teen " sound one .
Past few months damn pathetic lor . Lol

Got damn damn pissed at Navreet just now .
She freaking lied to me & her mother .
She told me she's going for training , okay lor .
Then I went her house to lead her the way
'Cause she's driving today , then she speed off on the highway ,
So I thought she wanna go to the court first . Didn't care much .
Went to fetch SzeEn & stuff . Went to the court , no sign of Nav ,
Thought that she would be in Bistro waiting or something .
Training started , I TOTALLY FORGOTTEN ABOUT HER .
Never mind . About 9 pm something ,
Then only I realize that she's not there =.=
Called her & screwed the hell out of her ,
Stupid girl went freaking Damansara with her cousin wor .
Didn't inform me nor her mother . Gosh , wtf is this lar .
Please don't use basketball trainings as your excuse to get out from your house .
If anything happen to you , your family will put the freaking blame on me okay !
I drove all the fucking way to SS18 which is out of the way ,
Just to lead you the way out , so that you can go DAMANSARA to be wit your cousin .
WTF ?! Argh , Diu , Don't wanna talk about this anymore =.=

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Came home around 11:30pm just now .
Thank god I sempat balik before the rain started pouring .

Watched Friday The 13th with my mother .
Lols . Didn't know it had soooo many sex scenes . Damn shy lor .
And I felt damn weird . Macam watching porn with my mum =.=

LOLOLOLs . Kay . Moooove on .

Got my hair trimmed by XinLei on Thursday
;)

Drove down to Neway @ TimeSquare after that
for our Selangor's Singing Session .
Was kinda' fun tho the food sucks .
Sohai , RM50 gone =.=
But Oh well , once in a blue moon ;)

The Selangor Point Guards ;)

Friday night , went all the way to Kepong for friendly match .
Niamaaaa , lost like 10 ++ points again .
OMG , they damn damn damn sharp sial .
Home court advantage also lar .
But seriously speechless daaao =.=

Went to makan BakKutTeh after that .
Stupid Bonnie Tan was on the phone for 1 hour plus .
We had to wait for her to finish talking then eat ,
Then only can balik . Niamaaaa . I was damn dulan .
And I had to fetch PehWun , WennChyi & YuenYin back some more .
Reached home at 1:30am 'cause of stupid roadblock outside my house also .

Uhhh , Today is a ... Sunday .
Which means , School reopens tomorrow .
SeiPokKai !

I'm having trials Macroeconomics paper tomorrow .
Diu , I haven't even start studying a single page yet .

Ahahahahaha . I am so doomed :)
Regrets ? Oh well ...
What can I say , I'm just too lazy
& I seriously played too much =.=
Have to terima my balasan now .

Shall go to bed after this post
& hardcore study when I wake up
=)
HOPEFULLY LAR

My life is fine ,
But it would be much better if you were mine .
Bounce

Jauh .

2010-09-14T17:30:00.003+08:00

Hi , I'm back again .
Planned to study but ... Epic fail lar .
Too many distractions .
Maybe I'll try to continue after this post
=)

So , I would like to congratulate
Selangor's boys and girls team got double champ this year
for the Under 18 National Tournament .
2 years straight Champion :)
Feel damn proud as a Selangor player now eventho I'm overaged . Lols .

I actually got damn excited & damn happy
When I heard that Selangor won KL by 4 points .
Then , a msg from Kim suddenly strucked me in my brains .
Had a lonngggg talk to her about basketball politics that day ...
Damn kaolat fan lor . Yuan Wangg ...
How I wish I'm only a player that don't know a thing about these shits .

I mean , later on ... We need to worry about alot of stuff .
Like , where do we stand from now onwards ...
& there's not much adult that we can trust anymore .
Rely on other coaches ? Pfft !
Trust me , most of them are two-faced .
& their brainwashing skill is damn kaolat geng :)
Even I got brainwashed for a few months ...

But most importantly ...
Kim & I are newbies , we don't have a single say for the selection list .
Are my players / juniors gonna be disisihkan ?
like what happened to me & Bonnie when I was their age ?

That's why Gary brought us to KL that time ,
Selangor was under controlled by some "coach " ,
That bugger never wanted to give us a chance .
Thank god he got banned after that =)
At least I can come back to Selangor

Well , What I'm actually trying to say is ,
from a player's perspective , Yeahhh , Great , Sleangor got Champion & stuff .
but from a coach's perspective , this may not be a very good news .
While all I can do now is , Brush up my own team ,
Get them all back for training every week ;
Train hard & raise back our standard ... Seriously ...
=)

Aishh , Pendek kata ,
Why must these shits happen at this time
=.= Oh lord . STPM lar .

Going crazy soon .
Bounce